What is love - 4

by daddyT - daddytall (at) proton.me


Note by the author:

As always if you have any thoughts I would like to hear from you.

This part includes some darker topics. They are not here to shock you, but are part of Noel's journey to find out what love really is. Because of everything that is going on, there is not much time for fun. But I promise that will change in later parts.

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Sincerely yours daddyT


Waking up spooned back into his big brother felt better and better every day, Eliott was thinking while he woke up slowly, only his full bladder hasted him somewhat. A big hot iron spike was pressing against his crack and with a smile and a bit of wiggling the thing went right where he knew it would feel sooo good.

Noel woke up with a foggy head, he found his dick pressing at his little brother's butt-hole again. That felt so good, that he had to push a bit. And that felt even better. So he pushed more. Hearing Eli moan finally awoke him fully. He hugged the smaller boy from behind while again pushing with his dick. He even could feel it moving in a tiny bit, but then he found his brother's stiffness with his hand and gave it a couple of jerks.

"We need to get ready, today is the big day," Noel whispered in his brother's ear.
"Yeah. It will be great." Eli smiled to himself, while cuddling a bit more into Noel's body. "But if you keep playing with my dick I will make a mess," he giggled.
"Then let's go. I need to piss, too."

The boys got out of the bed, went to the bathroom together and pissed into the shower side by side. They were so comfortable with each other now that they did not need to hide anything.

When the boys arrived at the school gate the first thing they got to hear was a screech and a high-pitched "Nooooeeeell." Only seconds later little Jan ran right into Noel and hugged him with full force.

"Hey buddy, how are you doing?" Noel asked into the mop of hair on top of the little guy's head.
"I feel great, now that you are here."

Noel hugged Jan back for a while, then they parted.

"This is my little brother Eliott," Noel told Jan.
"Hi Jan! I heard that Noel is now your protector and friend. So you are my friend, too." Eliott said.
Little Jan bashfully smiled up to the older boys.
"We can talk another time," said Noel, "We need to hurry now." He took Jan by the hand and off they went to the elementary wing of the school.

The school day went by fast. Noel got a couple of compliments from teachers for rescuing Jan yesterday, but also some remarks where made by mostly older boys, how helping the little boy would somehow make him gay. Noel just rejoiced in the positive and ignored the negative. He figured that everything would settle down fast.

One thing Noel did over lunch break was looking for Jerry, the soccer boy that went missing somehow. Nobody had seen him, and again he was not attending school. This felt odd to Noel, but right now he could do nothing about it. While he was in the elementary wing, he also looked for Jan, and when he didn't find the little guy on the playground he got a bit worried.

Inspecting every restroom designated for boys from the bottom to the top of the school, he finally opened the door to the restroom on the 6th floor in the secondary school wing. While entering carefully he heard the rustling of clothes. Noel rounded the corner, but there was no one at the urinals, so he just stood there listening.

Finally, after a couple of minutes he heard someone whisper: "False alarm, nobody is here."
"Then why are you whispering?" a high-pitched voice asked.
"I don't know." Answered another high-pitched voice.

This one Noel recognized.

"Come on, suck me again," the fist voice tried spur on Jan.
"But will you do it to me, too?"
"I am not gay like you, but you really like sucking me, so come on!"
"OK, OK. But only one more time. My jaw starts to hurt."
Then there were the unmistakable sounds of a penis going in and out of someone's mouth.

Noel had heard enough. He slowly went backwards out of the room, staying very, very quiet. He opened the door without making a sound and positioned himself right on the other side of the corridor and then he waited.

The boy seemed to have not much stamina, because 5 minutes later a little guy, not older than Jan came out of the restroom door. He did not look at Noel, but went directly to the stairs. This was what Noel had been waiting for. He went through the door again, walking very quiet like before until he stood right before the stall where he knew Jan was in. Inside the stall he could clearly hear someone jerking off.

Noel cleared his throat and asked with a low voice: "Jan? Are you inside?"
The sounds stopped, and a very timid Jan asked: "Noel?"
"Yes. It's me your knight in shining armor."
Noel could hear a giggle from inside. "What are you doing here?"
"I could not find you, so I went looking for you. And now I found you," Noel laughed. "What are you doing here anyway?"
"I..." There was a long pause. "I can not tell you, I promised."
"I already know what you did with that boy, but what are you doing now?"
"You know? How?"
"I was in here before. I heard you both talk. I know you sucked the boy, and I know he called you gay."
There was no direct answer, but some sniffs and then Jan was clearly crying.
"Jan, please don't cry! It doesn't matter to me if you mess around with boys, as long as you do it willingly. And it does not matter to me, if you are gay or not. I like you, I have sworn an oath to you - I will protect you."
There was silence again on the other side of the door, then the lock was turned and a wet and snotty face peeked through the door gap.
"Can I come in?" Noel asked.
Jan could only nod.

Noel went into the stall and closed the door lock again. Jan's shoes where sitting on the toilet flush box, his pants and undies neatly stacked on top. Jan was sitting on the closed toilet lid, looking very miserable.

"It's OK little guy. I am here, and you are safe," Noel said after kneeling down and taking Jan into his arms.
The boy melted into the bigger and stronger body. "I don't want to be, but I can't help it," he mumbled into Noel's chest.
"What do you mean?" Noel slowly stroked Jan's small backside with both hands.
"Being gay," Jan answered timidly.
"How do you even know that? You are still so young."
"I just like looking at boys, touching boys, sucking boys. I can't help it."
"Then maybe you are gay, but that is nothing to cry about. It's just a part of who you are."
"But the others boys would not like me if they knew."
"I know now, and I like you as much as before," Noel assured the smaller boy.
"You do?" There was still some disbelief in Jan's voice.
"Yes I do. I happen to like boys, too," Noel revealed. "I have not told anybody, but I think my brother knows, and I suppose Jerry, a friend of mine knows, too."
"You know Jerry?"
"Of course I know Jerry. He plays soccer with my brother and I."
"And he has a nice dick." Jan slapped a hand over his mouth as fast as the word were out of his mouth.
"That is good to know," Noel chuckled. "But do you know what happened to him? He has not been at school and didn't come out to play soccer for some days now."
"He broke his leg, and now he is in the hospital. My mom knows his mom and I overheard them on the phone."
"Thank goodness," Noel exclaimed.
Jan looked at him quizzically.
"I will explain later, maybe we can visit him at the hospital together."
"Yeah we can call his mom and ask," Jan was getting excited about that idea.
"OK. But know you have to tell me why you are sitting here half naked." Noel smiled at the smaller boy.
"I... should not tell."
"You can tell me, I will not talk about it to anybody."
"OK then... You know I blew the other boy?"
"Yeah I know."
"I do it often. He likes to have his dick sucked. We often come here. And then I suck him. A couple of times."
Noel just looked at Jan, still smiling.
The smaller boy sighed. "But he never does anything back to me. So I just jack off when I suck him, or after he is gone."
"So you were just doing that, when I came in?"
"Yeah." The little boy looked down in shame.
"Don't!" Noel exclaimed. "It's OK to have fun."
"But it is not much fun, doing it all by myself, every time."
"Maybe I can help."
"You would?" Jan looked up again, with hope in your eyes.
"Of course! Remember I am..."
"... my knight in shining armor." Jan was really cute when he smiled.
"OK my liege. Just take off your shirt. I want to see all of you."

With a now bashful smile Jan pulled his shirt over his head, revealing his small, totally smooth upper body with a little baby fat around his tummy.

"You look very cute, Jan." Noel praised the now naked little boy.

The fourteen-year-old now slowly and very gentle let his hands wander over Jan's upper body. The skin was super soft and warm to the touch. When Noel moved down to caress the little boy's upper legs, Jan spreadthem wide and leaned back as far as he could. Noel could now see the Jan's little worm much better. It looked so small and innocent. But as soon as Noel took it between thumb and forefinger it grew quite a bit and got hot and hard.

Slowly Noel began to masturbate the little thing with two of his fingers. It was smaller and thinner than Eliott's. Jan balls hid in a tight little sack, that sat cutely under his hardness. For a while Noel slowly moved the soft skin on Jan's little dickey up and down. When Jan sighed heavily Noel thought about what the boy had confessed. That he liked boys, and liked to suck then. The young teen thought about how a dick would taste.

"Can you sit right at the edge?" Noel asked the smaller boy.

Jan complied. He moved forward, spread his legs wide, leaned his upper body back and closed his eyes.

Wanting to please the little boy Noel did not think too much. He pushed the skin of Jan's dick back all the way, so that the little purple head was visible, then he leaned forward, stuck his tongue out and carefully touched the glans of the younger boy. It tasted like nothing really. A bit salty maybe, all in all not bad, so Noel let his tongue move around Jan's dick head in circles.

Jan's body reacted all by himself. His buttocks tightened, his hip pushed forward, and he let out a high-pitched cry of lust. Only then the ten-year-old's eyes popped open, to see what his big friend was doing.

Noel was very pleased by the reaction he got and just took the hard little nail fully into his mouth and closed his lip around the base of the shaft. It tasted like a finger would, and the hot, soft skin felt wonderful on his tongue. Noel remembered that Jan had talked about sucking, so he did just that, making a vacuum with his mouth.

Jan growled deeply, that felt much better, than he had ever dreamed. The boy's instinct took over, and he took Noel's head in his hands, urging him on to move it up and down. The older boy complied, but moved much too slow for Jan, so he really grabbed Noels head and hold fast, only to shove his dickey in and out of the bigger boy's mouth as fast as he possibly could.

Noel was a bit surprised by the force little Jan used, but he let it happen, because he liked the boy and wanted to do something for him, and maybe event he liked that he had been taken advantage off, at least a bit.

The rabbit fast movement of Jan's dickey did not last long at all. The pleasure in his loins was rising by the second and then finally he pressed his dickey into Noels mouth as hard as he could while a wave of overwhelming feelings rolled over him, letting him cry out with high-pitched sounds, draining every last bit of energy.

Noel could feel the hard nail jump around in his mouth. He felt elated that he had given so much pleasure to his little friend. He could feel his own dick leaking precum and when Jan finally let his head go, Noel let the small thing glide out of his mouth. Then he stood up as fast as he could, opened his jeans, pushed them and his boxer-shorts down and jacked his cock maybe ten times until his cock erupted, sending a couple of full-force spurts right at the wall of the toilet stall. The teen-boy's mind reeled, his knees were weak, this had been awesome.

Jan's high-pitched voice piped up from below: "Wow your dick is huge, and you make sperm. That is so cool!"
"Every little boy seems to think that."
Jan's eyes were full of questions, but he didn't ask any of them. Instead, he changed the subject: "Can you help me with putting my clothes on? Lunch break will be over very soon."

Noel thought he was lucky that his little slip up had gone undetected and then the task of dressing his little tyke needed his whole attention. Jan was now a very happy boy. He smiled and giggled and was up to all sorts of mischief - dressing him was complicated by the fact that he was squirming and wiggling around. Still, the opportunity to touch him everywhere was a real boon and Noel did it gladly.

When the 5-minutes-bell rang Jan was standing on the toilet seat, fully clothes, smiling brightly. Noel smiled back and hugged the little guy, then he took Jan's head in his hands, tousled his hair and gave him a small pack on the mouth. The Jan seemed to grow on the spot, and he was glowing visibly.

Noel took Jan by the hand, and together they went out of the restroom, down the stairs, over to the elementary wing where they hugged again.

"See you after school," Noel smiled down.
Jan just nodded enthusiastically and when he went on his merry way he actually skipped for half of the steps.

Still smiling Noel turned to make his way over to his next class, when he noticed the boy that Jan had been servicing in the restroom. The blonde had a smirk on his lips that made Noel really angry. He rushed over, towering over the smaller boy. The smirk was gone instantly, now he looked very insecure.

Noel whispered very angrily in the boy's ear: "If you ever leave Jan alone again without making sure he is alright and had his own cum, I will find you and really fuck you up. You understand me?"
With a wide open mouth the boy could only nod.
"Good." The teen let his anger flow through to him, then he smiled at the boy before him. "Just do the right thing, OK. You don't have to blow him, but you can jerk him off."
The blonde nodded - a couple of times.

Noel turned around and went on his way. He felt really proud of himself. Anger management had not been his strong suit for a long while, but he thought that he had managed that situation very well. Maybe it had helped that he did it for someone else.

When Noel was back in his classroom one of the boys that was friends with the three that had attacked Jan made a snide remark.

"Where you with that gay little shrimp again?" the boy asked with poison in his voice.
"Why are you interested in Jan? Do you want him for yourself?" Noel retorted.
The other boy got red in the face like a tomato and the whole class erupted in cheers.

When Noel came home his mom was already there, because on Fridays she worked fewer hours. She insisted that Noel should pack a whole backpack full of clothes and snacks and didn't stop giving advice on how to behave.

"Mooom!" The teenager tried to stop the overwhelming parenting. "Jan is a cool little guy. We will just play for a bit, then go to bed. And tomorrow we want to visit Jerry, he has broken his leg and is in the hospital."

That brought his mom on a different track. She instantly took her phone and called Jerry's mom. Trying to get all the information to build up a story.

An hour later Eliott came home with Markus in tow. Both boys looked very happy. Noel smiled at them and took the smaller boys in a group hug.

"Behave yourselves - not," he teased.
"Will do," Eliott confirmed smiling brightly.
"Yeah," Markus add, first looking at his boy Eliott, then nudging Eliott's head with his own.

Soon Noel's dad honked outside. The boy said his goodbyes to Eliott and Markus, and then his mom, only to get more 'good advise'. Then he went outside, and his dad brought him over to Jan's house. And a real house it was. Three stories high, a big carport on the side and it looked like there was a big property behind the high wall.

Noel's dad was as impressed as his son, and when they waited after pressing the buzzer he straightened his shirt and reached over to Noel to straighten the boy's hair.

When a high-pitched scream startled father and son their heads turned unisono in the direction of the big front door that had just opened and from where a small boy clad in a superhero costume run full speed in their direction. At the same time the entrance gate opened slowly, and when the entryway was free little Jan launched himself at Noel, totally without regard of any danger.

Luckily Jan was light and small and Noel much bigger and a good bit heavier. The teen boy caught Jan with his arms, whirled him around, and finally took him in his arms, hugging him.

"Nice catch," Noel's dad acknowledged.

Jan seemed to be a bit distressed by the presence of a big unknown man, and he tried to hide into Noel's shoulder, hugging the bigger boy fiercely.

Introducing the two Noel tried to bring the little guy at ease "Jan, meet my dad. Dad, meet Jan."
"Nice to meet you, Jan."

Noel's dad's deep voice seemed to bring more distress, so Noel tried to get Jan out of this awkward situation.

"Are your parents here? I think my dad wants to talk to them."
Jan nodded into his protector's chest.
"Dad, let's go in and meet Jan's parents."

Noel with Jan in his arms, who clung to him like a little monkey went first, followed by his dad, who was again impressed. This time how mature his son behaved around this little kid.

When they reached the front door, a friendly looking woman welcomed them. She praised Noel for helping her son and being a hero. Noel was getting flustered by all this compliments. He only stated that it was his duty to help and protect the little ones. Both adults nodded at this, and then they went on to prattle about adult stuff.

Noel took this opportunity to walk into the hall that was the entrance area. A big set of stairs went up on one end and there were big doors on the left and right side. Everything was clean as a whistle and beautifully decorated.

"Where is your room?" Noel asked into Jan's hair.
"Third floor, to the right," came a muffled answer.

Together with his backpack on his shoulder, the little boy on his front was quite a weight, but Noel managed to get up the stair to the third level. The walls were full of paintings and photographs. Old ones with people, but also newer ones showing beautiful scenes of nature and animals.

When they finally arrived at the top floor there was only one door that could belong to Jan's room. It was full of stickers of Pokémon and superheroes. The inside of the room was typically boy. Posters on the walls, a small loft bed on one side, but also a computer, a TV and a console. And in the middle of the room someone had blown up a queen size mattress and put some bedding on it.

Sitting down on the blow-up-bed Noel acknowledged: "Dude, you are rich."
"My mom is," Jan piped up. "I just happen to be her son."
"And your dad?"
"My dad is good for nothing - at least that is what my mom always says when they fight. But I no longer listen when they do that, I just hide here."
"Oh." Noel didn't know what to say
"It's OK. I am used to this, Come on let's play something."

Jan slid off his bigger friend and moved over to the big screen. Noel went with him and the boys played some games, having good fun.

When Jan's mom called her son's phone and invited the boys to dinner, they went down to the second floor. In the dining room stood a big table for more than ten people, at one end sat a chubby man and on the other Jan's mom.

"You must be that boy that rescued my son," the man asked, his gaze set on the two boys.
"I am Noel," the teen introduced himself. "But I didn't do much. I just yelled for the teacher to come."
"He did rescue me," little Jan piped up. "Those boys were so much bigger than me, and they were three."
"Maybe if you wouldn't act so..."
"Stop right there," Jan's mom interrupted her husband. "Let's just eat."

The meal was excellent, and the boys managed to fill their tummies to the brim. Jan asked to be excused and after that was granted the boys went up again to play some more video games.

Up in his room Noel found that Jan was totally at ease. A typical ten-year-old. Always talking, always smiling and giggling.

Later his mom knocked and after waiting for a reply she reminded Jan that he should take a bath or at least a shower. She then added that Noel was welcome to take a shower, too.

When his mom was gone Jan turned to his big friend and asked him: "Do you want to take a shower?"
"Yeah I could use one."
"Do you want to shower together?"
Noel did know at once where this was going. "Are you sure, with your parents here, and stuff?"
"It's OK. I'm showering by myself for years. Come on, you need to protect me from a possible cold shower," Jan grinned.
"OK my liege, I'll follow you."

Giggling like the little kid he was Jan made his way over to the bathroom door, shedding clothes as he went. By the time Noel had closed the door behind him the little tyke was standing butt naked in a big shower stall with a big installation of different shower heads.

"Come on, get naked, it's no fun to shower with you clothes on."

Noel did not hesitate. He pulled his t-shirt over his head, pulled his jeans down, then he lost his socks and finally his underwear. While Jan was watching him intently Noel admired his body in the giant mirror right beside the shower. His body was finely sculpted, not yet really muscled but still very nice to look at. His legs were already long and well-defined from all that soccer he was playing, and his face was still cute, but the handsome young man that he would become was slowly emerging.

"Stop gawking at yourself, come help me wash my dick," Jan tried to entice his older friend.

But then the little guy shrieked and covered himself up. Noel whirled around and to his horror Jan's dad was standing in the second door of the bathroom, having a mean smile on his face.

"I knew that you were up to no good," the man in the door frame said in a strange way, like he was not really clear-headed.
"Get out!" Jan yelled, his voice strained and fearful.
"Would you please leave us alone, Sir?" Noel tried to end this situation before something would happen, he did not even acknowledge that he was fully naked.
"You want him for yourself?" Jan's dad asked, making half a step into the room, only to sway a bit and quickly taking a stop back into the security of the door frame.
"We want to take a shower, Sir. Please go."
"You are quite a hunk already," the man established. "But he needs a real man. One that shows him the ropes."
This awkward conversation was over when the voice of Jan's mom could be heart from behind the door. "Get out of there. No, get out of my house and don't come back before Monday."
The man shrugged, smiled his mean smile again and went out of the room, closing the door behind him.

As fast as he could Noel went over to the door and locked it shut, but when he turned around, he saw Jan sitting on the bottom of the shower, crying. He rushed over sat down beside him, and wrapped the little guy in his arms.

"He is gone and I am here. You are safe now."

Jan needed quite some time to calm down, while Noel rocked his body slowly and whispered nice things.

When he had finally let everything out Jan looked up at Noel and asked: "Do you hate me now?"
"I will never hate you."
"But my dad saw you naked."
"Yeah, but I didn't care. I only wanted to protect you."
"But he is bigger than you and meaner."
"Also he was drunk - I would have at least tried to take him on."
Jan again looked full of admiration at the boy that was acting like a hero - again. "I can never repay you."
"You don't need to, you are fun to be around, I like you very much. I will guard you for free."
Both boys laughed. That was their way to cope with this awkward situation.
"You feel cold. We need to warm you up with a good hot shower," Noel stated.

He stood up and helped Jan on his little feet. He opened the tabs, and waited for the water to get to the right temperature, then he hugged his little friend and half carried him right into the middle of the warm, soft spray from above.

Having a wet boy in his arms was not new to Noel, he had taken baths with his little brother when he was younger, but this was different. Jan was in distress and Noel tried hard to make the little boy feel safe and loved.

There was not much playing around, just a sensual and caring washing procedure. Noel made sure, that Jan was squeaky clean everywhere. He started with the boy's short blonde hair, slowly and carefully massaging his scalp. That relaxed the younger boy at least so much, that Noel could get him to stop hugging him, so he could turn him to his side. Then the older boy applied a very nice smelling liquid soap on every part on Jan's body.

Moving carefully and methodically over ever bit of the little guy's body Noel could not hide that this was making him horny. Jan's closed eyes and the little smile that had formed on his lips told Noel that he was enjoying, what he did to him. When Noel's hands moved into the boy's crack and to his soft little dickey the smile on his face grew, but even if he was really tempted Noel kept strictly to cleaning.

When Jan's body was done, Noel started to do his own, and when he turned his back to Jan to rinse his hair the little guy moved his hand around on Noel's back, creating a bubbly surface and giggling in the process.

"What are you doing?" Noel asked.
"I'm painting," came the cheeky answer.
"And what are you painting?"
The giggling became stronger.
"Jan?"
"A dick. Your dick. It's gigantic."
Noel could only laugh at Jan's antics.

A bit later Noel had finish washing himself, so he turned off the shower. Right outside the cabin he found a pile of white, fluffy towels. He put one over his own shoulders and wrapped the another one all around Jan's body.

While thoroughly toweling Jan off Noel was thinking about how much this situation was differed from any other in the last days. He was alone with a boy, naked, somewhat horny, but he didn't feel the need to fool around right now. He really felt like he was responsible for Jan.

Five minutes later the boys had brushed their teeth and were laying in their beds. They talked about this and that until there was a knock on the door and Jan's mom came in to say good night. She told Noel how impressed she was how Noel had taken care of her boy, also she apologized for her husband's behavior. She kissed her son, and then she came over to Noel with warm smile and gave him a kiss on the forehead.

On the way out Jan's mom switched off the light and closed the door.

Only a couple of seconds later Jan asked: "Can I sleep with you?" "Of course," Noel answered. Maybe they would have some fun after all?

There was a little commotion over at Jan's loft bed, then the ten-year-old climbed down the ladder and rushed over to Noels bed, and wormed himself into the teen's blanket.

"You are naked," observed Noel.
"Of course. I want to play with you," Jan stated.
Noel took the smaller boy into his arms. "You are really cute, you know."
"I know," Jan boasted. "Everyone wants to fool around with a cutie like me."
"And who might that 'everyone' be?"
"Um..." Little Jan went from hyperactive to sullen in an instant.
"Jan, what is it?"
The little boy sniffed, then he looked up at Noel. "My dad said this once."
"Your dad?"
"Yeah. He... he even came to me a couple of times, telling me how much I would enjoy fooling around with boys, but I should have a teacher."
Noel could not answer. Dread was filling his stomach to the brim.
With a very small voice Jan went on: "When saying good night he always rubbed my tummy and when I someday got a stiffy he said that I was ready."
"For what?"
"He organized a sleepover with the son of a friend of his. And there..."
Noel wanted to put his hands over his ears; this was just too much. But he needed to be there for Jan, so he spurred him on: "And there?"
"The boy was much older than me, and he showed me how to play with my dickey. At first, it was fun, but then he did things I didn't like. He even tried to put his boner into my bottom. But it would not fit. And when I came home dad already knew, and he said...," a small cry of anguish came out of the little boy. "He said that this was only the beginning and are real man needs to finish my lesson."
Noel hugged the now crying boy in his arms as hard as he could.

For a long time Jan's sobbing didn't stop, when it finally did, the little dude was already at sleep. Noel didn't dare to move, he needed to keep the small body in his arms safe, but eventually sleep got him, too.


P.S. If you liked this story, you may be interested in my other ones:

Hungarian Rhapsody A series about a man and two boys (completed)
Luka A series about a man and a boy (still ongoing, but on hiatus right now)
Airplane mode on An adventure on a plane
Closer A scene for the movie "Close" that would change everything