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Date: Thu, 22 May 2008 22:33:39 EDT
From: DePeriF@aol.com
Subject: "An Explanation of Oral Service To Men"

This is a new bi-sexual's explanation of his recent wonderous experiences.

I'm Frank, 68 years old, and a retired college professor. I'm married to a
65 year old retired secondary school teacher. The past half year i'd begun
to have very strong sexual urges about men which finally culminated in my
acting upon them. Mainly, I had begun to provide oral sexual gratification
mostly to other married men, but also to single bi-sexual men as well. All
this has happened after 40 years of marriage to the same woman, the raising
two boys, and several heterosexual extramarital affairs.

Through an internet bisexual and gay hookup site, i've managed to meet more
than 15 local men since February of this year, and perform oral sex on all
of them. Their ages range from 47 to 78, and i've managed to make all of
them ejaculate directly inside my mouth and throat, after which i've
throughly enjoyed swallowing each of the gentlmen's semen. While and after
the man completes his most pleasurable physical experience possible for a
man, I find i'm asking myself.... "why am I doing these most intimate
possible acts with men"? Well, I actually know the answer to my question,
but i'm still nearly in disbelief about the whole scenario each time, and
about the tremendous sexual and emotional thrills and pleasure I receive
each time I pour my whole being into pleasuring...  no, into loving a man
with my hands, lips, mouth, and tongue so that he loses control and gives
up himself to me by ejaculating.  When he does so he's revealed the most
intimate side of himself to me, and he's also given me his most intimate
and sacred bodily fluid...his semen.

I just love making a man cum by bringing him to sexual orgasm. I love the
control over him that pleasuring his body represents. A lot of men think
that they are in control of a man who's giving them oral service, but in my
view the truth is quite the opposite. It's the receiver of semen who is in
control. He is a most needed one for the man being pleasured. This has been
evidenced to me by how occasionally a man i'm pleasuring becomes irritated
by an interruption during the building up toward his climax. An unexepected
pause, a mistaken move, etc., can make for an uncomfortable moment in the
countenance of the man being sucked to completion. He so needs me...so
depends on my continuing a loving craft upon his testicles and penis....and
the general intimate treatment of his body.

When I see a man who I find desirable to me, I am mesmerized by his
masculine legs..the hair and rough texture of a man's legs, the muscles...
excite me beyond words. During the summer when I see men walking for
exercise or out and about generally, and they're wearing short pants, I
quickly glance at their legs and get turned on from their beauty. A man's
hairy rough and masculine legs sexually arouse me. I just want to kneel
down in front of them and begin kissing and licking their shins, calves,
knees...especially knees, and thighs...especially inner thighs. I want to
stroke and caress their lower body and feel them tremble with sexual
arousal from my touch, and hear them sigh. I also wish to touch, fondle,
caress and explore my man's body....to give him whatever pleasure he needs
and desires. Massage, kissing, verbal communication of appreciation for the
honor of the intimacies my man allows me to experience, and close embrace
are experiences I wish to give and share with a man.

When i'm finally with such men, at last i'm able to satisfy those most
intimate desires, and experience the excitement I get from hearing the man
that I service express his passion verbally and physically. I get to know
what he's like when he climaxes. I get to hear him say what comes to his
mind....to call out my name, to tell me how good he is feeling, to tell me
he loves me ...if he is having those feelings for me, as I lovingly bring
him such intimate pleasure. I love to see and feel his legs tremble...see
and feel the goosebumps rise on his skin. I love to feel him thrusting
toward my face as he releases his sperm deep inside my mouth. I always
thank him sincerely for such a received gift as his semen.

I experience thrills beyond words when the man I'm pleasuring finally
ejaculates. When his semen is released into my waiting mouth he instantly
makes me fall in love with him. I'm never able to keep from doing so. I
have no ability to resist giving my heart to him...along with my body for
him to do with as he pleases. The act of receiving and swallowing the seed
of a virile pleasured man is sacred to me. I feel that the man i'm
servicing in so intimate a manner and I have become as one.  His
sperm...the fluid of life...that man's essence, is flowing in my
blood...becoming an intimate part of me. I'm not able to resist feeling
love for him.

I always find a man's semen very desirable to swallow. It doesn't matter
how thick or thin it is, or of what color. When I find it to be fairly
thick and sticky, i'm particularly pleased. But that's not a necessity.
It's unusually exciting when it has some unevenness or lumpiness to it so
that i'm able to squeeze it against my palate with my tongue and savor it
and sort of use my teeth to "chew" the lumps and then feel them go down my
throat as broken up as I swallow them down. If such a description is
somewhat unromantic or too clinical, I apologize for it, but these things
often occur to me when my man shoots his load into my mouth. If a man's
semen is off-white....grayish, yellowish or even greenish, as mine was when
I was in my teens and always horny, I find it especially desirable and
somewhat exciting to receive. Thick yellow or greenish tinted semen is
probably from a man who's not climaxed for some time and may be congested,
although I realize that a man's diet of certain foods does influence the
color and taste of his semen. When I was in my late teens and early 20s my
semen was a yellow-green and also very thick. I always feel fortunate to be
taking a man's congested semen...a man who's very horny and needy to get
his "rocks" off. I'm especially honored when I bring such a man the sexual
release he needs and so deserves. I just know that the hornier a man is,
the more appreciative he is of the oral service he's receiving from a
willing lover of his body.

Any comments are appreciated.
Frank

deperif@aol.com