Date: Wed, 9 Apr 2025 15:55:42 +0530 From: xav.clot236@gmail.com Subject: The Layover Chapter 1 ------------------------- If you'd like to support Nifty, where stories like this are hosted and preserved, every donation truly makes a difference: https://donate.nifty.org To show some love for my writing and explore all my stories in one cozy spot, you can visit: https://ko-fi.com/xaviersstories Everything there is completely free to read, but tips and support are always appreciated! ----------------------- The Layover by Xavier The airport was a graveyard of missed connections and forgotten announcements, all muted under the low, endless hum of fluorescent lights. Somewhere near Gate B47, Tal sat cross-legged on a row of unforgiving plastic chairs, hoodie up, earbuds in--though he wasn't listening to anything. Just trying to block out the world. His connecting flight had been delayed overnight due to some mechanical issue, and the airline's generosity extended only to a lukewarm meal voucher and a stiff apology. He should've been in Chicago by now, checking into his hotel and prepping for the interview that might actually change his life. Instead, he was stuck in limbo, dry-eyed and restless, surrounded by other stranded travelers making nests out of neck pillows and exhaustion. He didn't expect someone to sit directly next to him--especially when there were dozens of empty seats nearby. But a backpack dropped with a soft thud, and then a deep voice said, "You look like you've seen some things." Tal blinked. The guy was tall--broad-shouldered in a soft denim jacket, brown skin catching the low amber glow of the overhead lights. Handsome in an offbeat kind of way. Sleepy eyes, tousled black curls, a sleepy smirk that probably got him into all kinds of trouble. "You mean like the inside of Terminal B for the past six hours?" Tal replied, dry. "Exactly that," the guy said, settling in beside him like they'd planned to meet. "You got the thousand-yard stare." Tal tugged out one earbud and gave him a side glance. "You always talk to people who clearly want to be left alone?" The guy grinned. "Only the ones who look the most annoyed. I'm Kian, by the way." "...Tal." "Kinda cool. Like talisman?" "Like Taliaferro, actually. Old family name. But no one can spell it, so... Tal." Kian let out a soft laugh. "Well, Tal-from-Terminal-B, looks like we're stuck here together for the night. What's your poison? Airport bar, overpriced bagels, or... sitting in soul-crushing silence until sunrise?" "I was going with Option C." "Very emo of you." Tal rolled his eyes but didn't look away. Kian had one of those faces that made it hard to. Strong jaw, lazy charm, a quiet confidence like he owned his space--even if that space was currently a gate seat under flickering fluorescent lights. Tal couldn't decide if he was amused or annoyed. Maybe both. "So," Kian continued, leaning back like he had all the time in the world, "Where you headed?" "Chicago. Job interview." "Oh, damn. Big deal?" "Maybe. I'm trying not to get my hopes up. My flight was supposed to get me in tonight, but--" he gestured vaguely around the terminal, "--now I'm hoping I make it by tomorrow afternoon." Kian winced. "That sucks. What's the job?" "Nonprofit. Environmental storytelling. I'd be doing media work--video, writing, documenting conservation efforts. It's kind of a dream gig." "That actually sounds... cool as hell. I'm just going to Santa Fe to help my cousin move into a new apartment. Zero dreams involved." "Still more productive than whatever this is," Tal said, gesturing to the slowly-dying waiting area. "I dunno," Kian said, eyeing him with a thoughtful tilt of his head. "Seems like we just made this place slightly less soul-crushing." Tal snorted, caught off guard by how casually charming he was. "Do you flirt with everyone during layovers, or am I just lucky?" "You're lucky," Kian said, without missing a beat. Tal arched a brow. "You move fast." "I move with purpose." Their eyes held for a second longer than they should've. And maybe it was just the fatigue, or the nothing-left-to-lose edge that came with being stuck in a place between destinations--but Tal didn't look away. He didn't want to. Kian gave off that easy, sun-warmed kind of energy Tal hadn't realized he'd been craving. Kian broke the silence by rummaging in his backpack and pulling out a granola bar. "Want one?" Tal glanced at it. "What kind?" "Salted caramel and not quite disgusting." "I'm sold." He took the bar, their fingers brushing briefly. Kian grinned again, and Tal wondered if the guy ever didn't smile like he had some delicious secret. They sat in silence for a moment, munching, watching the neon map screens blink red with delay after delay. The world had slowed down to a crawl, but in that pocket of stillness, something about this felt oddly comfortable. "You from around here?" Tal asked, unwrapping the crinkly plastic. "New Mexico born, LA raised," Kian said. "You?" "Baltimore. Born and raised." Kian looked over at him again. "You've got the quiet, serious vibe down. Like you're always two seconds away from telling me to shut up." "I am," Tal said, mouth twitching. "You're hard to read," Kian said, but not like it was a complaint. "I kinda like it." Tal should've been more guarded--should've shut this down before it spiraled into something that would cling to him longer than a night--but he didn't. Maybe it was the way Kian leaned in when he talked. Maybe it was the way his laugh made the world feel less sterile. Or maybe Tal was just tired--of airports, of always being the one on edge, of never letting anyone in. "Why do you even want to talk to me?" Tal asked after a beat. "I'm not exactly... chatty." Kian tilted his head, eyes scanning Tal's face with open curiosity. "I dunno. You've got this... energy. Like there's more going on under the hood. You seem like someone who notices things. I like that." Tal felt warmth creep into his chest. It was stupid. This was probably just some bored extrovert passing time. But something about Kian felt different. "You always talk like that?" Tal asked. "Like what?" "Like a walking romance novel." Kian grinned. "Only when I meet someone cute who clearly needs a distraction from their misery." Tal rolled his eyes--but this time, he smiled, too. Tal had never been one for small talk. He didn't enjoy the fake smiles or the easy, forgettable chatter that people filled time with. But Kian didn't seem interested in that either. He asked real questions--softly, easily, like they were just meant to be answered, not deflected. "So, Tal," Kian said, stretching his legs out in front of him and tipping his head against the back of the uncomfortable plastic chair, "you always this intense, or is it just airport delay rage?" Tal raised an eyebrow. "You think I'm intense?" "Yeah. But like...in a good way." Kian turned to look at him more directly. "You've got this very serious, quietly-simmering-with-thoughts energy. Like, if someone made you smile too hard, the world might tilt on its axis." "That sounds dramatic." "I'm a photographer. We dramatize everything." Tal blinked. "Really?" Kian nodded. "Yeah. Mostly freelance stuff--editorials, portraits, sometimes weddings if I need the money. I do a lot of travel gigs lately. Been on the road more than I've been home." Tal tilted his head. "That explains the heavy-duty camera I saw poking out of your bag." Kian looked pleased. "You noticed." "I notice things," Tal said. They shared a small, warm silence after that. The kind that settled between people who were still strangers but maybe didn't want to be. "You know," Kian said after a while, "I don't usually talk to people like this." "Like what?" "Like...this. Easy. No filter. You've got good listening energy." Tal huffed a small laugh. "That's a first." Kian's eyes crinkled at the corners. "You don't believe me." "I just don't really get told things like that." "Maybe you haven't met enough people willing to slow down and say it." Tal turned his head slightly, studying Kian in the dim airport light. He wasn't conventionally beautiful--not in a magazine-cover way--but he was captivating. His expressions were open and fluid, his eyes always scanning, always catching details. His body was lean, relaxed, but held a strength that was unmistakable even in stillness. "Why are you really talking to me?" Tal asked. Kian didn't flinch at the directness. If anything, he looked even more intrigued. "Because I'm curious," Kian said. "You've got this whole thing going on, and I want to know what's underneath it. I want to know why you look like you've been holding your breath for years." Tal stared at him for a moment. He didn't have an answer to that. Or maybe he had too many. "I only came out a year ago," he said, finally. The words tasted strange in his mouth, like he hadn't said them out loud in a long time. "I'm still figuring out how to... be in the world. I'm not good at it yet." Kian's expression softened, quiet understanding flickering through his eyes. "Yeah. That's real." "I don't even know what I like yet," Tal admitted. "In people. In... situations. I feel like I'm catching up late." "There's no late," Kian said, voice low and kind. "You're just on your own timeline." Tal didn't respond right away. He felt a knot loosen in his chest, just a little. No one had ever said it like that before. Like it was okay not to be sure. Kian leaned forward, forearms on his thighs. "Can I tell you something?" "Yeah." "I think it's brave as hell to admit that. Most people would rather fake their way through everything than say they're unsure." Tal looked away, uncomfortable with how seen he felt. "I'm not trying to come on too strong," Kian said, and his voice had that same careful tone now, like he didn't want to spook a skittish animal. "But I think it's cool that you're figuring things out. And I like talking to you. That's it." Tal nodded slowly. Then, quieter, "I like talking to you too." Their eyes met again, longer this time. Kian broke the moment by standing up and stretching, shirt riding up just enough to show a sliver of toned stomach. "I need to move before I calcify into this chair. Want to walk with me?" Tal hesitated, then rose. They drifted through the mostly-deserted terminal, their footsteps echoing against tile and steel. Everything was closed--bookstores shuttered, cafes dark--but the airport was still alive in a strange way. A liminal space. A nowhere between places. Tal glanced sideways at Kian. "Do you always flirt like this with people in airports?" Kian grinned. "Only when they look like literary characters who need to be seduced out of their tragic backstory." Tal snorted. "I hate you a little." "You like me a little," Kian corrected, bumping his shoulder lightly against Tal's. Tal's heart did a strange flip. "Maybe." They walked in silence for a bit, side by side. Kian's hands were tucked into his jacket pockets, and Tal's fingers were curling and uncurling by his side like they didn't know what to do with themselves. "What do you want?" Tal asked suddenly. Kian looked at him, surprised. "In life?" "Right now." Kian thought about it for a long moment. "Right now? I want to keep talking to you. Maybe sit somewhere a little softer. Maybe drink bad coffee and pretend this night is less weird than it is." "That's it?" "That's everything," Kian said simply. Tal looked away. "You make it sound so easy." Kian's voice was soft now. "Sometimes it is." They found a quieter corner near an old, unused terminal space with a carpeted floor and a row of cushioned seats. It felt less like a waiting area and more like a forgotten nook. They sank down beside each other, more comfortable now, knees almost touching. Kian unzipped his backpack and pulled out a thermos. "Okay, okay--bad coffee, but homemade. I travel with my own. Want some?" Tal blinked. "You really are insane." "Prepared," Kian said, pouring two steaming cups into little collapsible mugs. "I don't trust airport caffeine." Tal took the offered cup. Their fingers touched again. This time, it lingered. "I'm not trying to mess with you," Kian said, his voice lower now. "Just so you know. I'm not playing." Tal looked into his eyes--serious, searching. "I don't think you are," he said, barely above a whisper. Kian smiled. "Good." And the silence after that wasn't awkward at all. The coffee was stronger than Tal expected. Smoky, a little bitter, laced with something warm that lingered on his tongue. He sipped it slowly, like the moment might stretch longer if he didn't rush it. Kian was sitting cross-legged beside him on the carpet, sipping from his own mug, looking at Tal the way some people look at open books or unfinished poems. Curious. A little reverent. Like he didn't want to ruin anything by rushing it. "Okay," Kian said, "what's your favorite thing you've never told anyone?" Tal looked at him, startled. "That's not how favorites work." "Sure it is. Secret favorite. Something you keep for yourself." Tal stared into the rim of his cup. "I like the sound of trains. Not the loud ones. The distant ones, like they're leaving but not in a hurry." Kian's smile came slowly. "That makes sense." "Why?" "Because you've got that same kind of energy. Like you're leaving but... not in a hurry." Tal rolled his eyes. "You say shit like that to everyone?" Kian smirked. "Only the ones I want to kiss." Tal looked away too quickly, ears turning red. It was quiet for a moment, save for the humming vents and the shuffle of a late-shift janitor down the corridor. "I've never kissed a guy before," Tal said suddenly. He didn't know why he said it. Maybe because the silence felt too full. Maybe because Kian was looking at him like he already knew. Kian didn't react the way Tal thought he would. No smug grin. No teasing comment. Just a soft exhale and a tilt of the head. "Okay," Kian said. "Thanks for telling me." Tal nodded, awkward again. "I don't need to be your first," Kian added, voice quieter now. "But I'd be lucky if I was." Tal's breath caught in his throat. For a long beat, they didn't speak. Then Kian shifted a little closer, close enough that their knees touched, just barely. A brush. A flicker of contact that Tal didn't pull away from. "I like how you don't fill silences," Tal murmured. "Yeah?" "Yeah. You let things breathe." "Only because you're interesting enough to listen to." Tal gave him a look. "You're dangerous." Kian shrugged, smiling. "Only in airport terminals, after midnight, when there's nowhere else to go." They both laughed softly. The kind of laugh that felt like it wasn't about being funny--it was about relief. About permission. Tal set his cup down and leaned back against the wall. Kian mirrored him. They sat like that, legs stretched out, shoulders just close enough that a lean would mean touching. Neither of them leaned. Not yet. Kian tilted his head. "Can I ask something kinda bold?" "Sure." "If we were anywhere else... would you still be here with me like this?" Tal swallowed. "I don't know." "That's fair." Another quiet pause. Then, almost hesitantly, Kian reached out and brushed his fingers across the back of Tal's hand. Just once. A ghost of a touch. Tal didn't flinch. His skin felt like it had been waiting for that. "I'm not trying to make a move," Kian said softly. "I just want you to know you can touch back. If you want." Tal turned his hand, slowly, palm-up, and let their fingers slide together. It was nothing. It was everything. Kian exhaled, smiling a little. "Your hands are warm." "I'm nervous," Tal admitted. "That makes two of us." Their fingers stayed tangled. Tal could feel his heartbeat in his throat now. It wasn't fear. Not exactly. It was the newness. The closeness. The weight of someone looking at him like he was worth the moment. Kian's thumb brushed gently over his knuckles. "You don't owe me anything," he said. "Not a kiss. Not a moment. I just want you to know I'm here. And I see you." Tal turned toward him. "You always talk like that?" "Like what?" "Like you mean it." Kian's eyes searched his. "Only when I do." Something shifted in the air between them. Softer. Closer. Sharper, somehow, too. Tal leaned in--not quite all the way, but enough that Kian could feel his breath. "I don't know what I'm doing," Tal whispered. "That's okay," Kian whispered back. They stayed like that, noses almost brushing, lips just a breath apart. But Tal didn't move in. Not yet. Kian didn't close the gap, either. He just smiled, so gently it hurt. "We've got time." ------- Tal turned slightly, letting their knees press together. His heart was beating faster now, so loud it felt like it filled his chest. He looked at Kian's mouth. Then back to his eyes. Then down again. "I want to kiss you," he said, barely above a whisper. "But I don't really know how." Kian's expression softened. He didn't tease, didn't laugh. He just looked... moved. "Me either," he said. "Not like this." There was a beat of silence. "Should we just--try?" Tal offered, his voice half a laugh, half a breath. Kian nodded. "Yeah. Let's just... see what happens." Tal leaned in first, slowly, his face tilting awkwardly as his hand came up to rest somewhere near Kian's shoulder--not quite confident, not quite steady. Their noses bumped, and they both froze, laughed under their breath. "Okay," Tal said, his cheeks going red. "Already doing great." "You're doing fine," Kian murmured, a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. They tried again. Their lips met, clumsy and soft. The contact was light, almost uncertain--like two people trying to figure out how mouths were supposed to fit together. It was warm and slow, not slick or practiced. Just pressure, breath, the dry brush of skin. A little off-center. Their teeth knocked gently, and Tal pulled back a half inch, startled. "Sorry--" "No, don't stop," Kian whispered. So Tal didn't. He kissed him again, slower this time, adjusting the angle until it made more sense. Kian tilted his head, and their mouths slid better now, lips parting slightly. It still wasn't perfect. Their rhythm was off, and Tal didn't really know where to put his hands. But Kian's fingers came up to cup the side of his jaw, and something in that touch steadied him. There was nothing technical about it--no practiced tilt, no fancy anything. Just heat and emotion and the strange, thrilling closeness of it. The way it made Tal's breath catch. The way he wanted to keep going, even though he had no idea what he was doing. He could feel Kian's lips curve into a smile against his own. When they finally pulled apart, Tal blinked slowly, dazed. "That was..." "Bad?" Kian asked, grinning. Tal shook his head, dazed. "No. Just... not like in movies." "Yeah. Way better." They laughed together, shy and breathless, their foreheads resting against each other as they tried to catch up to what just happened. And neither of them let go. The airport around them stayed half-asleep, a wash of dim lighting and distant announcements. The janitor down the hall had disappeared. A vending machine hummed softly. But everything else--the ache in Tal's chest, the slow thrum in his fingers, the warmth of Kian's breath against his cheek--felt razor-sharp and impossible to ignore. Tal didn't say anything for a long time. Neither did Kian. They just stayed like that, pressed shoulder to shoulder on the worn carpet, their bodies slightly angled toward each other, their knees touching, their fingers still loosely intertwined. "I can't tell if that was the best or worst kiss I've ever had," Tal whispered eventually, not moving. Kian huffed out a laugh. "Pretty sure it was my best awkward kiss with a near-stranger in an abandoned terminal at 3AM." Tal grinned. "Oddly specific." "I've got a thing for specificity." They sat in a bubble of quiet again, this time easier. Softer. The kind of quiet that didn't need to be filled. Kian shifted slightly to stretch out his legs, their fingers still linked. "So, what happens now? We just... wait for our flights and pretend this was a weird dream?" Tal exhaled. "I kind of hope not." There was a pause. Then Kian reached into the pocket of his jacket and pulled out his phone, screen glowing pale blue in the dark. "Here," he said. "Before the airport eats us alive again." Tal blinked at him. "What?" "Your number." Kian nudged the phone into his hand. "Unless you only give that out after your second airport kiss." Tal tried to be cool, but the corner of his mouth twitched upward. "Don't get cocky." "Too late." Tal typed in his number, handed it back, then watched as Kian saved the contact with a ridiculous name: Tal Terminal Trouble "I hate you," Tal said. "You like me," Kian corrected, smirking. Tal didn't argue. Somewhere in the distance, a gate announcement crackled to life. Kian glanced at his watch. "That's me, I think. They're finally boarding the Santa Fe flight." Tal felt his heart dip, just a little. He stood slowly as Kian did, brushing imaginary dust off his jeans to hide how weirdly heavy his chest felt. "Guess this is it," Tal said. "For now." Kian slung his backpack over one shoulder. "You've got a job to land, remember?" "Yeah." Tal nodded. "Right." They stood facing each other for a beat. Long enough that something could've happened--another kiss, a touch, a promise. But it didn't. Not quite. Instead, Kian looked at him, really looked at him, like he was trying to memorize the moment. His smile was soft now. Real. "If you get the job... or even if you don't... call me. Text me. Whatever." "I will," Tal said, voice rougher than he meant it to be. Kian turned to go, then paused, half-back toward him. "Hey." Tal looked up. "That kiss? You weren't bad at it." Tal smiled, a little bashfully. "Neither were you." Kian nodded once--then disappeared down the hallway, swallowed by the gate's waiting crowd and the rising noise of morning. Tal stood there for a minute longer, staring after him like he'd just stepped out of a dream. By the time his own flight boarded an hour later, the sun was rising behind the giant glass windows, painting the tarmac gold. Tal walked down the jet bridge with sleep-stung eyes and the faintest curl of a smile tugging at his mouth. --------- He sat by the window, watching the airport shrink behind them, and opened his phone. One new message. Kian: Still thinking about that terrible, perfect kiss. Hope you make it to Chicago. I want to hear everything. Tal stared at it. Then slowly, carefully, he typed back: Tal: I'll tell you everything. Just don't disappear. He hit send. The plane began to taxi. And somewhere ahead--past cloud cover, past time zones, past whatever came next--was something that felt like more than just a chance encounter. Something real. Something still unfolding. -------- If you liked this story, feel free to check out more of my writing here: https://ko-fi.com/xaviersstories I'd love to hear what you thought -- message me anytime about how the story made you feel. Part 2 is coming soon, and I'm going to be posting very often. Stay tuned