Date: Fri, 23 Mar 2012 09:02:35 -0700 (PDT) From: D One Subject: Finally Really Gay Ryan knew the reputation of the bathroom near the beach. He saw men and boys go in constantly and noted they didn't exit immediately either. The rumors were true. He wanted to go in but instead used the ocean to hide his need to urinate. His white Speedos didn't hide much especially when wet. Ryan wanted someone to see to approach him to take him to that place he had been hesitant to go. The college town was full of guys like him, young, horny, attractive and available to women and girls..and some to guys. Ryan was one of those, though he'd been hesitant to go places he had heard of where anonymous silhouettes engaged in the "love that dare not speak its name". There were several places on campus and in the nearby Texas town. The beach too had a reputation. Guys would eye women stretched out on the sun baked sand and some brave ones would use whatever lines they could to meet them. Ryan never saw guys or men approach others. It was still a secret that many knew but few accepted in public. He ran from the water and stretched on the sand. His Swedish heritage skin would burn before browning. He covered his smooth body with enough lotion to slow down that process. His blonde hair would get lighter, he knew. That was ok. And he would get hard. That part had nothing to do with the sun. His mind envisioned men staring at his lean, smooth body and translucent wet white Speedos. He wished they would say something be brave enough to spread their towels nearby so they could talk to him, chat him up while in the ocean, gradually reaching out to wrestle and under the water line reach to touch parts of him that had been ignored since his horny teenage days back home. Of course nobody was really gay then. Their mutual masturbation, silent move to oral gratification, fingering or actually fucking were all a part of experimenting they said influenced by illegally obtained alcohol or smoking dope. Ryan felt alone. The sun lowered and the beach began to be abandoned. It was still hot. He grabbed his towel and walked suddenly needing to pee. The cinder block building stank of piss and other aromas. He entered gingerly approaching the trough. Another person walk in behind him. Ryan stood holding his penis in plain sight. He closed his eyes hoping to relax enough to empty his bladder. Beside him the sound of the other person peeing actually helped. To his surprise Ryan's body released it's storage of urine. "God" the voice said "Uh you ok?" Ryan asked without looking over. "Yea, just waited too long I guess" the man said. Ryan glanced and saw the man's hand shaking his dick as spurts of pee escaped it. The cock seemed longer then others Ryan had seen. "Come on when you're thru" the man said. Ryan looked as the man's penis hung out of his shorts. He winked and waved a hand in a "come" signal. He was the man walk towards the stalls. None had doors on them, Ryan noted as he past them following the man. "OK get it hard" the man said as he sat on a toilet. He threw his shirt on the floor. Ryan knelt on it and licked the cock. It wasn't the first he had licked but it was different. He wasn't experimenting now; Ryan was having his first real gay encounter. And the man's cock appreciated it growing hard in the recesses of his warm mouth. He felt it with his tongue and felt the man's hands on his head gently holding him. The cock moved in and out of the grip of his tight lips. "Shit kid, gonna cum" the man said. He held the boys head tighter now as the cum splattered the inside of Ryan's mouth. "Don't worry I got more" the man said "Close your eyes" For some reason Ryan didn't question the man. He closed his eyes not sure why he was doing that. The man lifted him and turned him around. "Sit back slowly" Ryan sat as instructed feeling the man's cock move between his asscheeks and push into the dilated butthole that was hidden there. "Oh" Ryan said feeling the cock move upwards into him. He was being fucked by a gay man; he was doing it all and let it happen. From that point on, he wouldn't avoid the basement of the ArtsBuilding or the bushes by the Pool at night. There would be other cocks, he could touch, suck and feel. "Move kid" the man said Ryan moved his hips and felt the cock sliding. He was fucking himself on the stiff meat. What a sight he must make, Ryan thought, moving, squirming, riding the cock like gay sex stories he read on the Internet late at night when his roommate thought he was studying. "Lay back" Ryan leaned back feeling the man's hands guiding him. He felt the man's chest against his back now. He lay his head back on the man's shoulder and the man's fingers finding his nipples and playing with them. More sensations, more shocks traveling through him head to toe like the first orgasm a friend gave him years go. He let it go, didn't question his body's reaction, it was beyond what he hoped for and when he shot his cum he heard the man grunting at the same time. "Very nice kid very nice" Ryan opened his eyes not wanting to let the fingers leave his triggering nipples nor the cock slide out of him. He blushed in embarrassment seeing the three or four men watching them. They had their cocks in their hands. Some were furiously jacking others were just playing. They had watched him there, indulging his needs with the unknown man. "Better stand" the man said. Ryan moved as the man guided him, feeling the cock slide out of him. "You've got company" The man left the stall, Ryan didn't know what to do as those watching him moved close. He wanted more and they wanted him. Kneeling he took cocks in his mouth, he felt their sperm shower him, he felt fingers and another cock in his ass. Jaw muscles hurt, his ass burned, his nipples were twisted and stretched. His body felt sticky with cum and piss. And then suddenly, he was alone. If he weren't willing, it would be rape but that was not the case. His first real gay experience had become an orgy, his first. And now he was left alone, a piece of ass that strangers had used and left for others to use. He didn't feel cheap. Ryan looked forward to doing more. He knew he would. But deep inside him also felt alone if not empty. Then the feet appeared. Another man wanting to use him because he looked so young, because he was naked and because he was willing. "Come on, you can clean up in my camper" it was the first man "you ok?" Ryan nodded and stood with the man's help. The guy held his abandoned Speedos so he would step into them. It was dark outside as the two walked to the parked RV. Ryan showered in the hot water regaining his conscious thought and feeling both embarrassed and unsure. "Feel better?" The man was standing at the stove as Ryan left the shower wrapped in a towel. "Yes thank you" Ryan felt his face blush. "I thought we both needed to eat something" the man flipped some pork chops in the frying pan. It was a nice evening of food, drink and conversation. "Uh I can give you a ride back to the campus if you want" the man said "hate to give up the prime parking space for the weekend but I'll find another one" Ryan looked around the RV again. It was warm, homey and made him feel warm. "Unless you'd like to stay. We can hit the beach all weekend, come back here, eat, go out again. I love parking at the beach" the man said as he began to wash their dishes. Ryan stood up letting the towel fall to the floor. He took a dishtowel and dried the dishes. The man's hand patted his bare butt cheek. "Great" he said. And Ryan had his first real gay experience with the man all night long, his first real one holding, being held, touching and being touched, loving and being loved. Ryan sighed in the dark. He was finally really gay.