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From: Casual Wanderer <casualwandererniftystories@gmail.com>
Subject: SEAGULL'S BAY | CHAPTER 10

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Final Chapter
"You Promise?"

Brandon's body was still, frozen in mid-motion. His breath snagged with
the vague hint of an impending confrontation as he turned to look at
Nicholas, squinting against the murky light inside the car. Nicholas's
face was an unreadable mask that seemed miles away from the man Brandon
knew.

"What do you mean, talk?" Brandon's voice quivered despite his best
efforts to keep it steady.

Nicholas remained silent, his attention riveted on the sprawling darkness
ahead. The car seemed to respond to his mood, picking up speed as the
engine emitted a low, ominous growl. The world beyond the car windows was
an indistinct blur of trees and road signs, a disorienting whirl.

With his heart pounding in his chest, its beats between fear and
fascination, Brandon's eyes darted, searching the confined space. But the
restraints Nicholas put on him left little room for movement, forcing his
mind to acknowledge his dire circumstances.

Without a minute's pause, Brandon's theatrical voice wavered on the edge
of hysteria. "Dad, you're scaring me!"

But Nicholas said nothing, his gaze lost in some distant thought, far
removed from what was happening inside the car.

After a short while, Brandon felt the car's momentum slow, the engine's
roar dying into a low hum as they stopped. His pulse quickened, but not
from fear. It was excitement, anticipation. He inhaled deeply, and that
strange, familiar scent hit him, salt and brine, thick in the air, the
ocean. His mind, ever sharp despite the haze of grogginess, began to work
rapidly.

Seagull's Bay, he thought, the pieces falling into place. Of course,
Nicholas had brought him back here. The place where everything had
started unraveling.

Brandon had always been good at reading people, sensing their weaknesses,
and using them to his advantage. It wasn't fear that gripped him now. It
was calculation. Nicholas thought he had the upper hand, but Brandon knew
better. His father was the one losing control. You have to play the game,
he told himself.

He could hear Nicholas moving in the front seat, the door creaking open.
Brandon's heartbeat stayed steady, his mind already formulating a plan.
The ropes binding his hands and legs were tight, but his real weapon
wasn't physical. It was psychological. He had always been good at this.
Twisting emotions, distorting reality, making people see what he wanted
them to see.

The door beside him didn't just open. It flung open with a force that cut
through the silence of the night like a gunshot. Before Brandon could
even react, Nicholas's hands were on him, their grip rough and
unyielding, almost animalistic in their brutality. He was yanked from the
cocooned comfort of the backseat, his body suddenly exposed to the biting
cold air.

Playing his part, Brandon allowed his body to go limp, mirroring the
weakness he wanted Nicholas to see. He stumbled as his feet touched the
damp ground, the chill seeping through his shoes and gnawing at his skin.
Blinking rapidly to clear his vision, he looked up at the towering figure
of the lighthouse. It stood there, its white stone facade glowing faintly
in the silvery moonlight, a silent sentinel under a dark sky. The waves
crashed relentlessly against the jagged rocks below, their intermittent
roars serving as a menacing soundtrack to the escalating tension between
father and son.

Keeping his emotions in check, Brandon turned to Nicholas, ensuring that
his face reflected nothing but confusion and fear. "Where... where are
we?" His voice wavered slightly, achieving a pitch-perfect blend of
innocence and helplessness. A flawless, well-rehearsed act.

Nicholas's response was curt and dismissive. "You know exactly where we
are," he spat out. His voice was thick with an emotion Brandon couldn't
identify or perhaps didn't want to. Without wasting another second,
Nicholas gripped Brandon's arm tightly and dragged him up the steps
leading to the lighthouse door.

Brandon's mind was anything but passive, allowing himself to be led like
a lamb to slaughter. He had a plan, let Nicholas feel powerful and enjoy
this illusion of control for now. The more Nicholas believed he had
control, the more fragile that control would become.

Inside the lighthouse, the air was heavy with the smell of damp stone and
sea salt, a potent combination that made Brandon's senses reel
momentarily. As they ascended the spiral staircase, its rusty metal
groaning in protest under their combined weight, each step echoed in
Brandon's ears, feeding into the mounting tension. His mind was a
whirlwind of tactical considerations, analyzing every possible angle,
every potential weakness he could exploit. Nicholas was coming apart at
the seams, and soon, Brandon would pull the final thread that would
unravel him completely.

Reaching the top of the lighthouse, Nicholas thrust Brandon onto his
knees. The cold stone bit into his skin through his jeans, but Brandon
barely registered the discomfort. The crashing waves below seemed louder
now, their rhythmic pounding echoing in his ears like a ticking clock.
Standing above him, Nicholas was panting heavily, his face contorted in
what looked like torment.

Brandon knew that look all too well. It was the expression of a man
teetering precariously between anger and guilt, love and fear. Perfect,
he thought.

With a theatrical flourish, Brandon began to cry.

The tears came quickly, too easily. He had mastered the art of crying
long ago, learning to summon emotion on demand to make his tears appear
genuine and heartrending. His sobs were loud and shaking, his head bowed
as if burdened with shame. His voice trembled with just the right amount
of desperation as he spoke.

"Dad...please," he choked out, letting his words hang heavy in the air.
"I'm scared. Please, don't do this."

Brandon knew how to manipulate his father's emotions. Nicholas had always
been weak when it came to him, always too eager to believe the best in
his son. To embrace Brandon's flaws in exchange for a sliver of his
affection. Fool. Brandon's tears fell harder, his sobs grew louder, his
entire body shaking with the pretense of remorse.

"I'm your son," he whispered, his voice barely audible over the
relentless crashing of the waves below. "I love you."

The tension in the room was palpable now, suffocating even. Brandon's
cries echoed off the stone walls like a symphony of helplessness and
guilt, a perfect performance designed to crack open Nicholas's resolve.

He would yield. He always did.

For a moment, there was silence. Slowly, Brandon let his sobs subside,
keeping his head bowed as he waited for Nicholas's inevitable reaction.
He'll fall for it, Brandon thought with bitter satisfaction. He always
does.

But then Nicholas finally spoke, his words slicing through the silence
like a knife.

"Are you done?"

The words hit the inside of the tower like lightning.

Brandon's sobs ceased abruptly. He blinked in surprise, the last of his
manufactured tears drying on his cheeks as he processed Nicholas's words.
Slowly lifting his head, his mask of vulnerability slipped for the first
time.

His lips curled into a slow, mocking grin as he locked eyes with his
father. The tenderness that had been there moments ago vanished as if it
had never existed. His posture shifted from submissive to defiant, no
longer slouched but alert and ready. His sobs had been a tool to
manipulate Nicholas, but they were no longer necessary. Now, he met his
father's gaze with a cold, calculating stare, revealing the predator
lurking beneath the surface.

"You finally caught on, huh?" Brandon's voice was low and devoid of the
fear and sorrow he had so convincingly feigned moments earlier. His grin
widened, his eyes twinkling with a wicked delight. "Took you long
enough."

Brandon's expression now reflected nothing but raw, unchecked hatred. The
mask of the scared, vulnerable son was gone, replaced by the cold,
manipulative monster underneath.

Nicholas stood rooted to the spot, his gaze fixed on the transformed
figure of his son. The boy he had raised, whom he had loved
unconditionally, was now a stranger to him. Brandon's honesty was more
chilling than any lie he could have told, and his cruel smirk felt like a
betrayal, more brutal than the sickest of jokes. How had he missed this,
Nicholas thought? How had he not seen this darkness in his own child?

The question echoed in his mind as he managed to ask in a voice heavy
with dread and disbelief. "Did you kill Marcus?"

Brandon responded without hesitation. His eyes, previously dimmed by the
weight of his secret, suddenly brightened with an intensity Nicholas had
not seen in years. For a fleeting moment, Nicholas thought he saw
something akin to relief. No, it was more profound than that.

It was pride.

"Yes," he said. His tone was casual, almost dismissively so. It was as if
he were confessing to something minor, like sneaking out past curfew or
stealing a cookie before dinner. "I did." The corners of his mouth
stretched into a smile, wide and satisfied as if he had been waiting for
this moment. Waiting for his father to finally understand the depths of
who he truly was.

Nicholas felt as if his heart were being torn from his chest. His vision
blurred, but it wasn't from physical pain. It was from the surge of grief
that rose within him like a tidal wave. His eyes trembled within their
sockets, body shaking as if it were attempting to cast off the weighty
truth that now clung to him. "You're a monster," he whispered, his voice
trembling as much as his body was. His throat felt constrictive, choking
off the words with the force of disbelief.

Brandon merely chuckled in response. A cold sound devoid of joy or
warmth, a mocking echo that bounced off the walls. "Am I now? Well...I
can live with that," he said, tilting his head slightly to one side. His
eyes were alight with cruel amusement. "Some would argue it's actually
your fault, you know? Maybe this...sickness I have inside..." Brandon
added, relishing in the cruelty attached to his every word. "Maybe it was
you who put it there."

Nicholas turned away, unable to bear the sight of his son any longer. He
began to pace, his footsteps frantic and uneven. All of his thoughts were
now leading him back to Marcus. The true victim of his son's unthinkable
brutality.

What did he feel in those final moments, Nicholas wondered? Did he beg
for mercy? Did he foresee his fate? Nicholas's heart clenched painfully
as he imagined Marcus's last breaths, the dawning realization of betrayal
seeping into him before the end came.

His gaze fell upon a stain on the floor. It was large and unmistakable,
the place where Marcus's blood had soaked into the stone. The exact spot
where Brandon had struck the last blow. The blood was dried now, but the
horror of what had happened there clung to the air like an invisible
specter, a silent witness to his son's monstrous act. Nicholas swallowed
hard, fighting against the urge to collapse under the weight of what he
now knew.

Turning back towards Brandon, Nicholas spoke again. His voice was
brittle, cracking under the strain of sorrow and regret. "It was my
fault," he whispered. "I refused to believe what was right in front of
me." His chest tightened, and his thoughts drifted back to a time that
once brought him joy but now only filled him with a deep, aching sadness.

"Do you remember that day on the beach?" he asked. His voice was thick
with emotion, each word burdened by grief. "The day we took that photo
you keep carrying around?"

Something flickered in Brandon's eyes for a moment, a faint light of
recognition crossing his face. His mocking smile faltered momentarily as
the memory of that perfect day surfaced between them.

"Your mother was in the car. It was just the two of us," Nicholas
continued, his voice soft and almost nostalgic. "We spent the whole day
by the shore. I remember watching you run along the sand, laughing. You
were so fucking happy. So free." His voice wavered as he recalled the
peace of that moment, a fleeting snapshot of a perfect life. "You found
those crabs near the shore," Nicholas went on, his tone almost tender as
if he were speaking to the child Brandon used to be. "You wanted to bring
them home, remember? You had that little plastic bucket and kept scooping
them up, so proud of your catch." He paused, his eyes distant as he
fought to hold back the tears that threatened to spill over. "But then I
told you, 'Leave them there. Their place is on the beach. We shouldn't
interfere.'"

For a fleeting moment, Nicholas saw something shift in Brandon. His son's
cold demeanor softened, his eyes drawn towards the memory he had
unearthed. There was something there, something real, emotion, or at
least the shadow of it.

But Nicholas pressed on, the weight of the truth bearing down on him like
a physical force. His voice turned hollow, heavy with the revelation he
had suppressed for years. "It was getting chilly, so I went to the car to
get your jacket. And when I came back..." He swallowed hard, his body
trembling as he spoke the words he had kept locked away for so long. "I
saw you. Stepping on the crabs. Crushing them under your shoe. You had
this...look on you. You were smiling."

The words hung in the air between them like a physical presence, a
confession as much as it was a memory. Nicholas knew then, in that
instant, that something was wrong, that his son was different from other
children. His cruelty wasn't born of innocent curiosity but something
darker, something insidious.

Brandon's face twisted, the flicker of emotion vanishing as quickly as it
had appeared. His lips curled back into a smile, a sadistic, satisfied
grin. He leaned back, his body relaxed as if they were discussing
something trivial. His eyes gleamed with a twisted sense of triumph as
though Nicholas's confession had confirmed everything Brandon knew about
himself.

"Jesus Christ, dude," Brandon said, his voice smooth and almost teasing.
"You're even more pathetic than I thought."

Nicholas found his breath abruptly halted, caught in the vice-like grip
of his throat as he processed the implications of Brandon's chilling
admission. He had known. Somewhere in the deep recesses of his heart,
where fear and denial coexisted in an uneasy truce, he had known. He had
recognized the signs, the subtle shifts in Brandon's behavior that
pointed to something sinister lurking beneath the surface. But the
magnitude of that truth was too horrifying, too monstrous for him to
accept. It was easier to pretend, to ignore the niggling feeling of dread
that gnawed at his insides each time he looked at his son.

But now, standing in the harsh, unflattering glow of the lighthouse,
which began to feel like a beacon of truth that left no room for lies or
illusions, he was forced to confront reality. Staring into Brandon's
eyes, those same eyes that he had once watched with love and pride as
they marveled at the world from the protective cradle of his arms,
Nicholas realized that it wasn't a lack of sight that had kept him from
seeing Brandon for what he truly was.

It was fear.

Fear of what he had created. Fear of what he could not control. And now,
as time slipped through his fingers like grains of sand, he realized it
was too late.

This was the real Brandon, the one Nicholas had always feared was lurking
beneath the surface. And there was no escaping this truth. There was no
going back, no undoing what had been done.

Moving as if in a trance, Nicholas trudged towards the rusted window. The
world outside was a blur of darkness and chaos, the ocean waves moving
with relentless fury. He stared out at this tumultuous scene, his mind
numb, soul hollowed out by an unbearable weight. But even in this state
of shock and disbelief, he managed to whisper a single word that echoed
the torment in his heart.

"Why?"

The question hung a fragile thread of hope that Nicholas clung to,
desperate for an explanation that could somehow make sense of this
nightmare. The silence that followed was deafening, punctuated only by
the distant roar of the sea. Without turning around, Nicholas could sense
Brandon behind him, watching, waiting, reveling in his father's anguish.
It took a painfully long moment before Brandon finally broke the silence,
his voice as chilling as the cold that moved outside.

"Why?" Brandon echoed a hint of amusement creeping into his tone, making
Nicholas's blood run cold. "Does it matter? You think there's some grand
reason, some cosmic explanation behind it all?"

Nicholas's hands clung to the window ledge like his only lifeline. His
knuckles turned white under the strain, and the rusted metal bit into his
palms, but he hardly noticed the pain. His gaze remained fixed on the
horizon. The dark, vast water expanse mirrored his sense of helplessness
and despair. He couldn't bring himself to face the monster he had
created. "So... that's it?" His voice cracked, barely a whisper against
the cacophony of the crashing waves. "Marcus...died for nothing?"

Brandon's response was a soft chuckle as if Nicholas's pain were nothing
more than a source of amusement. "Well, if it makes you feel better,"
Brandon said, his words dripping with cruel sarcasm. "I did it
because...I wanted to see if I could get away with it."

The simplicity of that answer hit Nicholas like a punch to the gut,
leaving him gasping for breath.

Nicholas shook his head, still unable to look at Brandon. "And Tom?" His
voice was strained, barely audible.

Brandon sighed, a sound of exasperation that felt like a slap in the
face. "Right...him. Well...he was a means to an end. A decoy to cover my
tracks," he said. "All it took was that first nut in my ass, and the word
'daddy' whispered softly in his ear. After that...he'd lie in concrete
and let a bus run him over if I asked," he stated, pausing, almost amused
by his words. "Middle-aged men...what can I say," he mocked, purposely
locking his eyes on Nicholas. "I mean, that night, he was glad to stand
there and watch me beat the shit out of that fucking cunt. I even let him
throw a couple of punches, too," he added with sick amusement. "And
besides, I needed a distraction. Being stuck with you three in that house
all summer...I was bored out of my fucking mind." Brandon's voice had no
remorse or hesitation as he casually dismissed Tom's life as if it were
nothing more than an inconvenience.

Nicholas felt sick to his stomach as the full impact of Brandon's words
hit him. Marcus's life destroyed. And for what?

His voice trembled as he forced out another question, one he was almost
too afraid to ask. "Then...why admit it?" He finally turned to face
Brandon, his eyes desperate for answers. He needed to know. There had to
be a reason.

There had to be.

For the first time, Brandon seemed to hesitate. His eyes flickered, a
brief pause in his cold confidence. The question had caught him off
guard. There was a silence, heavy and thick, before Brandon answered.

"Cause I figured... what's the point of covering it up? I knew you
wouldn't say anything. After all...you promised, remember?"

Nicholas's heart stopped. His mind reeled as Brandon's words struck him:
"Promised." The memory came rushing back with brutal clarity.

"Nothing you could do would shame me," Nicholas stuttered, his undying
love for his son seeping through his every word. "There is nothing you
would do I wouldn't forgive," Nicholas professed. A twinkle emerged from
inside Brandon's chestnut gaze.

"You promise?" the boy whispered.

"I promise," Nicholas whispered back.

Nicholas stumbled back, his legs suddenly weak, the blood draining from
his face as the full horror of the moment hit him. His chest heaved as he
struggled to breathe, tears welling up in his eyes. "Oh God..." His voice
broke as the tears finally spilled over, running down his cheeks. He
stared at his son, seeing now the truth behind that question. Brandon had
been testing him even then. Laying the groundwork for this, for
everything. And Nicholas, blinded by love, had walked right into it.

His legs gave way, and he sank to his knees, his body wracked with silent
sobs. He had promised. He had promised to forgive, and now that promise
was suffocating him, trapping him in a nightmare he couldn't escape.

Brandon watched him, the flicker of amusement returning to his cold,
unfeeling eyes. There was no remorse, no regret. Just a twisted
satisfaction at seeing his father break under the weight of guilt.

"So..." Brandon said softly, his voice dripping with mockery. "Are you a
man of your word?... What's it going to be?"

Nicholas's breath hitched, his heart shattering into countless shards as
he lifted his gaze to meet that of the boy before him. His son. The child
he had cradled in his arms, whom he had taught to walk, speak, and laugh.
The child he had watched grow into a man now stood before him as an
unrecognizable creature.

A monster.

Nicholas surrendered to the torrent of tears that drowned him, the sound
of his sobs blending seamlessly with the symphony of crashing waves that
echoed from outside the lighthouse. His soul seemed to be sinking,
submerging into an abyss.

His vision was a watery blur as he stumbled towards Brandon. Each step
felt like a hammer blow against his already fractured heart, yet he found
himself drawn towards his son as though magnetized by an unseen force. As
he fell to his knees, Nicholas wrapped his arms around Brandon's neck in
a desperate embrace. It was an agony beyond anything he'd ever
experienced, yet in this moment of profound pain and betrayal, it felt
like his only salvation.

"I love you," Nicholas whispered into Brandon's ear, his voice trembling
like the frail wings of a butterfly caught in a storm. "I will always
love you."

The reaction was immediate and violent. Brandon's body stiffened,
recoiling as if Nicholas's words pierced his skin. A violent shudder
coursed through him, his hands pushing Nicholas away with a surge of raw,
primal fury. His face twisted into grotesque revulsion, eyes blazing with
untamed rage. "No!" He roared, his voice resonating with such vehement
anger that it seemed to shake the very foundations of the lighthouse.
"You pathetic fuck! You weak mother fucker! I HATE you!"

With a force that sent Nicholas sprawling backward, Brandon shoved him
away. His voice fragmented, cracking under the weight of raw emotion as
he screamed at his father. "Coward! You're nothing to me!" His fists were
clenched tightly, his entire body trembling with the intensity of his
rage. "You think your worthless, miserable love can fix me?" His words
were venomous, each syllable lashing out like a whip, cutting through the
tense silence. "I fucking hate you!"

Nicholas staggered backward but didn't retaliate with anger or pain.
Instead, he slowly regained his footing, heart heavy with grief but his
face etched with a calm resignation. He studied his son, this stranger
who wore his boy's face, and for the first time, a chilling understanding
dawned upon him.

This wasn't something he could fight.
Brandon's hatred was an inferno that threatened to consume him whole, and
there was nothing Nicholas could say or do that would extinguish it.

Brandon was beyond saving.
But Nicholas could still choose love.

His voice rang out soft and broken yet firm in its resolve. "Your
punishment, Brandon... is knowing that no matter what you do or have done,
I will still love you." He swallowed hard against the lump in his throat,
his voice cracking as tears trailed down his cheeks. "If that makes me
weak, so be it. But I will always..." he professed, holding his son's
head and forcing the boy to gaze at him. "...always love you."

Brandon's scream of frustration echoed through the lighthouse, fists
pounding the air in front of him as if he could physically tear apart
Nicholas's words. "Noooooo, mother fucker!" he bellowed, his voice
reverberating off the stone walls. "Son of a bitch!"

But Nicholas had already turned away, beginning his descent down the
narrow, spiraling staircase. The echoes of Brandon's screams chased after
him, but he didn't look back. With each step, the weight of his grief
bore down, but there was a strange peace nestled within his heart.

He had offered his son everything, even in the face of such unspeakable
horror.

And now, there was nothing left to say.

Brandon's voice became more distant as he descended, his hatred and fury
spilling into the vacant expanse. Nicholas could still hear him
screaming, the words sharp and poisonous.

But Nicholas didn't stop. He continued walking, his footsteps gradually
fading into the shadows as he left Brandon alone. The weight of his love
remained a quiet, unshakable force that would endure long after the
screams of hatred had died away.


*


Nicholas found himself seated in the worn leather interior of his car,
his fingers wrapped tightly around the steering wheel. As he steered away
from the picturesque seaside town of Seagull's Bay, a place that had once
seemed like a sanctuary, a haven from the world, it now felt like its
beauty had been marred by the haunting specter of painful memories.

Every mile he drove, every landmark that passed outside his window felt
like a painful disentanglement from that strange and transformative slice
of life he had once known and loved.

Nicholas's heart clenched painfully as his car glided past Moe's. He
half-expected to see Marcus standing behind the counter, his smile
lighting up the room, his eyes warm with genuine affection. Back then,
their relationship had seemed so simple, a quiet, unacknowledged
attraction that Nicholas hadn't fully understood but nonetheless
cherished. Now, however, the diner stood as a spectral reminder of what
once was, its worn-out neon lights flickering mournfully in the dimming
evening light, signaling the end of an era.

The car navigated past quaint houses and shuttered storefronts until it
approached the rusty beach, rushing past the spot where he'd first seen
Marcus emerging from the calm evening ocean. The memory was so vivid it
could have been yesterday. The boy's pale skin shimmer under the
moonlight, water droplets cascading down his naked, muscular body.
Nicholas smiled, remembering how his breath had hitched in his throat at
the sight.

Next came the nondescript motel at the edge of town. This was where they
first gave in to their feelings and made love for the first time.
Nicholas slowed down as he drove past it, his gaze lingering.

As Marcus's house came into view, Nicholas's heart dropped further. Yet
he steeled himself, gripped the wheel tighter, and kept driving. With
every passing second, Seagull's Bay grew smaller and smaller in his
rearview mirror until it was nothing more than a speck in the distance, a
place he knew he would never return to. The lighthouse loomed tall on the
cliffs behind him, its beacon barely visible as dawn began to rise.

Every memory of this place was now tainted, stained by the darkness that
had swallowed it. Marcus and Ledger were gone. And Brandon was lost to
him, consumed by a darkness Nicholas would never comprehend.

As the last remnants of Seagull's Bay disappeared behind him, Nicholas
allowed himself one final glance in the rearview mirror. Ahead of him,
the road stretched on, long and empty, and for the first time in what
felt like ages, he had no idea where it would lead him. He was saying
goodbye, not just to the Bay, but to the man he had been when he first
arrived there.

The memories of this place were now a part of his past, as distant and
unreachable as the fading town in his rearview mirror. All that remained
was a man.

Desperately trying to find his way in a world that had changed
irrevocably.


*


Hours later, Nicholas stood before a house he once called home. The quiet
suburban street was still, except for his footsteps echoing in the night
air as he approached the front door. He hesitated momentarily, the door
loomed large and daunting before him, but he knocked anyway, knuckles
rapping against the wood with more force than he intended.

The door creaked open, revealing Beth, her face sleepy and confused at
the sight of him. But her confusion quickly morphed into concern as she
took in Nicholas's haggard appearance. She knew him well enough to know
that something was wrong. Without a word, she stepped aside, letting him
in. "Can I see Jett?" Nicholas asked, his voice barely above a whisper,
the desperation evident in his eyes.

Beth studied him momentarily, her heart softening at the sight of his
anguish. She nodded, stepping aside to let him pass. Just then, her
boyfriend appeared at the top of the stairs, his brows furrowed with
worry. "What's going on?" he asked, his voice tense with concern.

But Beth raised a hand, silencing him. "It's okay. He just wants to see
his son."

Nicholas climbed the familiar staircase, exhausted. When he reached
Jett's room, he paused, resting his hand against the door before gently
pushing it open.

The soft glow from the nightlight cast whimsical shadows over Jett's tiny
sleeping form. His small body was curled into a tight ball beneath the
cozy warmth of his dinosaur-themed blankets, his cherubic face displaying
an expression of serene peacefulness that only the purest of nights of
sleep could bring. Nicholas watched from the doorway, a tender smile
spreading across his face, a rare, genuine smile that felt alien even to
himself. He stepped lightly across the room, mindful not to disturb the
Jett's tranquil slumber. Gently sliding into the small bed beside his
boy, he could feel the comforting warmth radiating from his son's body
against his own, causing him to exhale deeply as if he had been holding
his breath. For a fleeting moment, it felt as though the crushing weight
of the world had been lifted.

Jett stirred in response to his new presence, eyes fluttering open to
reveal two sleepy pools of innocent curiosity. As recognition dawned on
him, his lips parted in a groggy murmur. "Dad?" His voice was thick but
laced with a note of surprise and happiness that warmed Nicholas's heart.
Jett turned to face Nicholas, his tiny body nestling into the familiar
comfort of his father's chest, his hands clutching onto him with a
desperate strength that belied their size.

In return, Nicholas wrapped his arms around him, holding him tightly as
if to protect him from all that was wrong and dark in the world. "Hey,
buddy," he whispered softly into Jett's hair, his voice thick with unshed
tears and choked emotion. "I missed you."

Jett smiled at these words, his heavy-lidded eyes reflecting the
contentment he felt, safe and secure in his father's protective embrace.
"I missed you too."

Nicholas took a deep breath, steeling himself for the conversation that
was to come. "I'm going to be away for a while," he began, his voice
steady despite the turmoil inside him. "But I'll be back," Nicholas
assured as Jett's eyes dove deeper inside his. "And I want you to
remember something, okay?" Jett nodded against his chest, his full
attention on his father's words. "I'll always love you, Jett. No matter
what."

Jett looked up at him then, his innocence wide with trust and brimming
with adoration. "Dad? Are you still sad?" His voice was so soft it was
barely audible but filled with genuine concern, too mature for his tender
years. Nicholas felt a lump forming in his throat at this innocent
inquiry. He tried to maintain a strong facade for Jett's sake, but the
tears were always dangerously close to the surface. "Yeah, buddy. I still
feel sad." He paused, mustering a small smile for his son's benefit. "But
I think things will get better. I really do."

Jett returned his smile with one of his own. A simple, pure smile that
could only come from a child's heart. "Can you stay until I fall asleep?"

Nicholas's heart clenched at this innocent request, tinged with
sweetness. "Of course," he promised softly. "I'll stay right here." They
closed their eyes together, the world fading away as they focused on each
other's presence. Gradually, Jett's breathing grew slower and more
rhythmic as he succumbed to sleep once more, comforted by the steady
rhythm of his father's heartbeat.

For what felt like an eternity, when it was only an hour, Nicholas held
him close, committing the feel of his son's tiny body, the warmth of his
innocent love, and the simple purity of his childhood to memory. He
pressed a tender kiss to Jett's head before carefully extricating himself
from the bed, mindful not to disturb him. He crossed the room and
descended the stairs, where Beth patiently awaited him. Without uttering
a word, Nicholas leaned in and pressed a kiss to her cheek, a silent
expression of gratitude for every moment of their story.

As he walked towards his car, he paused, opening the door before
returning to face Beth. She stood in the doorway, her arms wrapped
protectively around herself. They shared a long look, their history
unfolding like a silent conversation, brimming with love, hurt, and
everything in between.

"I just want you to know," Nicholas began, his voice steady but laden
with emotion, "no matter what happens, I'm glad we loved each other. And
we did the best we could... the best we knew how. And that's enough."

Beth smiled at his words, a sad smile that spoke volumes about their
shared pain and hope.

With a final nod, Nicholas got into his car and started the engine. As he
drove off into the night, he left behind the woman he had once loved, the
life he had once known, and pieces of himself he would never fully
recover.

But he was finally at peace with that.


*


(Five months later)

Brandon stood at the edge of the stage, his hands restless at his sides.
His jaw clenched and rhythmically unclenched as his gaze swept over the
crowd. Laughter, conversations, and the occasional cheer filled the air,
but Brandon's attention seemed elsewhere, distant and scattered.

Around them, students lined up in their robes under a canopy of white and
gold balloons. The sheen of their graduation caps caught the sunlight,
reflecting a promise of bright futures ahead.

Beth stepped closer to her son, her fingers brushing gently over the
lapels of his gown. Her touch was soft, almost feather-like, but it made
him flinch. She tilted her head upwards to look at him, her eyes
softening as she took in her son's tense face.

"I don't think he'll show up," she murmured, her voice low and soothing.
Her words were meant for him alone, a quiet reassurance amid the noise.

Brandon's eyes flickered briefly to his mother's face, then back to the
crowd. He forced a tight smile, but it didn't reach his eyes. The lines
around his mouth were strained, a testament to the turmoil within.

"Like I give a shit," he muttered, but even he didn't sound convincing.
He let out a slow breath, the edge of his gaze still sweeping the fringes
of the audience, scanning faces, looking for someone who wasn't there.

Beth's gaze softened further. She straightened his shirt collar with a
practiced touch like she'd done a thousand times before. "It's your day,"
she said softly, words carrying encouragement. "Focus on that."

With a stiff nod of acknowledgment, Brandon silently detached himself
from the group and began to march towards the podium, his footfalls
echoing in the anticipatory silence. The dean, a distinguished man with
salt-and-pepper hair and spectacles perched on the end of his nose,
extended a hand bearing a sleek microphone towards him. Their eyes met
momentarily. Brandon accepted the microphone with a curt nod, the smooth
surface cool against his clammy palms.

He drew in an audible breath, deep and steadying, as he mounted the small
platform set up at the auditorium's center. His gaze swept over the
faces, each one expectant and hopeful. There were rows upon rows of proud
parents, their eyes glistening, faculty members with stern expressions,
and his fellow graduates, their faces mirroring his nervous anticipation.

His hands gripped the edges of the wooden podium, fingers curling tightly
around the polished edge, forcing his lips into a smile.

"Good afternoon," he began, his voice resonating. His words were
delivered with practiced ease, each syllable carefully pronounced. "Today
is not simply the culmination of our years of academic toil but also an
inauguration, a commencement of a chapter pregnant with challenges yet
brimming with opportunities. As we stand here today, we are living
embodiments of diligence, tenacity, and the values ingrained in us since
our formative years."

A low murmur of approval echoed through the crowd as heads bobbed in
agreement. Encouraged by their reception, Brandon's voice grew more
robust and confident.

"Values like honor, integrity, and accountability," he continued, each
word falling from his lips with a weighty precision. "These are the
cornerstones upon which we will construct our futures. Merely achieving
greatness is inadequate. We must strive to do so with an unwavering
commitment to truth, justice, and moral righteousness, even when faced
with adversity."

The room fell silent, the audience hanging onto his every word. People
leaned forward in their seats, their faces etched with rapt attention as
Brandon's smile broadened.

"We, the torchbearers of the future, are entrusted with the task of
molding the world according to our vision. We must embody these
principles, lead compassionately, and never avoid making tough
decisions."

Suddenly, a disruption at the back of the auditorium shattered the hushed
reverence. Brandon faltered, his gaze darting over the sea of confused
faces. Whispers of uncertainty began to ripple through the crowd as he
strained to see what had caused the commotion.

Flashing lights, a chaotic blend of blue and red, pierced the dimly lit
venue. The ominous drone of engines grew louder as police vehicles pulled
up around the periphery of the graduation ceremony. Doors were flung
open, and officers clad in dark uniforms spilled out.

Brandon's voice wavered mid-sentence as his meticulously prepared speech
slipped from his grasp. His throat constricted as he glanced down at his
notes.

"I...uh...as I was saying," he stammered, but his words rang hollow in his
ears. He lifted his gaze, eyes tightening. The officers moved
purposefully through the crowd, their attention unwaveringly fixed on
him.

"An oath of honor and accountability," he managed to choke out, his voice
wavering like a reed in the wind, starkly contrasting the confident tone
he'd adopted moments ago. The officers were closer now, their faces
etched with stern resolve.

The lead officer, a man who wore authority as naturally as skin, stepped
forward. His jaw was square and hard-set, his eyes stern and unyielding,
and his hand hovered near his holstered weapon in a silent promise of
force.

"Brandon Bowman," the officer called out, his voice slicing through the
chaos like a razor-sharp blade. "You're under arrest for the murder of
Marcus Hayes."

The microphone slipped from Brandon's grasp, its impact against the
wooden stage echoing like a gunshot in the tense silence that followed.
Whispers turned into gasps, shockwaves rippling through the crowd as
realization dawned like a merciless sun. Sitting in the front row, Beth
leaped to her feet, her face drained of color, eyes wide orbs of horror.

"Brandon!" she screamed, her voice breaking the silence like shattered
glass. She stumbled forward, tripping over her own disbelief as the
officers began their measured advance toward the stage. "This must be
some kind of mistake...Brandon?"

Her voice broke into a sob that sounded like it had been ripped from her
core. It was sharp and desperate as she tried to push through the line of
officers surrounding the podium like a fortress. One of them stepped
forward, gently but firmly holding her back as she struggled against him.

"Please!" Beth wailed, tears streaming down her face as if trying to wash
away the reality. "This is a mistake! He wouldn't...he couldn't..."

But her despairing screams were swallowed by the crowd's uproar, a
cacophony of confusion and shock as Brandon stood frozen, staring blankly
at the approaching officers. His gaze dropped slowly to the papers on the
podium.

Then, suddenly, he noticed it. Tucked beneath his carefully prepared
speech was a folded piece of paper, its edges crisp and untainted. He
unfolded it with fingers trembling as if they were caught in an unseen
breeze.

It was a note.

Brandon's eyes scanned the familiar handwriting, his breath catching in
his throat like a bird ensnared as he read the words scrawled across the
page:

Brandon,

I promised I'd forgive you. And I will...eventually.
But I never promised you wouldn't pay for what you did.

You are a danger to others. And yourself.

This is where it ends.

Love,
Nicholas

For a moment, everything stopped. The sounds around him faded into a dull
hum, his mother's screams nothing but a distant echo in his ears. He
looked down at the note, the words blurring in his vision as something
icy and sharp twisted inside him like a knife. His hands tightened around
the paper, crumpling it slightly as he lifted his gaze to meet the
officers just a few feet away.

"Brandon Bowman?" the officer repeated, stepping closer, his hand now
resting on the butt of his gun.

Beth's cries were choked by a sob as another officer gently restrained
her, holding her back as she reached out toward her son. Her fingers
grasped at the empty air between them, mirroring her desperation.

Brandon looked up from the note, the surprise replaced by a simmering
rage that bubbled beneath the surface and something even darker. He
lifted his gaze to meet the officer's eyes, his lips curving into a slow,
defiant smile.

The officer's expression was a stone-cold mask, his features chiseled and
unmoving as he purposefully strode forward. His gloved hands reached out,
securing a pair of cold, metallic cuffs around Brandon's wrists. Yet
Brandon offered no resistance. He did not protest or plead. His lips
remained sealed, his voice held captive.

Beth's cries pierced the air, thundering with a haunting echo through the
venue. Her voice fractured with each sob, each plea that tumbled from her
lips. Her heartbreak was palpable against the calm veneer of Brandon's
demeanor. Yet he didn't spare her a single glance, his gaze distant, his
expression eerily serene.

Guided by the firm grip of law enforcement, Brandon descended the steps,
moving effortlessly through the crowd that had gathered. Yet he remained
unfazed, his gaze fixed on some unseen distant point.

The note lay crumpled in his clenched fist, its edges digging into his
palm. The inked words were etched in his memory, as indelible as a
tattoo.

"This is where it ends."

As Brandon was pushed into the back of the squad car, he leaned into the
window, and an unwavering, inexhaustible smile slowly crept onto his face
as the patrol car dragged him away.


*


(7 months later, somewhere in Bali, Indonesia)

The humid air of Bali clung to Nicholas like another layer of clothing.
It seemed to seep into every pore, making his skin slick with
perspiration as he cautiously navigated the treacherous cliffside path.
Each footfall sent pebbles skittering down the steep precipice to his
left, their descent swallowed by the thick, verdant jungle below. The
forest stretched out as far as he could see, an endless ocean of swaying
palm trees and towering hardwoods that shimmered under the sun's golden
touch.

Nicholas's hair, once meticulously groomed, was now a wild mane, its
length held back by a hastily tied man bun. Stray strands escaped their
confines, sticking to his sweat-drenched forehead. His previously
pristine and well-tailored clothes were stained with dirt and dust from
his arduous journey through the jungle. But his eyes held a tranquility
that belied his rugged exterior, a calmness that seemed to mirror the
misty serenity enveloping the treetops.

The local guides leading him communicated in swift exchanges in their
native language, their words weaving an almost musical rhythm that
Nicholas could not decipher. One of them, a lean man bronzed by the sun
with a voice as deep as the ocean, offered a brief translation.

"We almost there," he said with a thick accent, extending an arm to point
ahead. "Past that bend. You'll see farm there."

Nicholas nodded in acknowledgment, his gaze following the guide's
gesture, catching sight of thatched roofs peeking through the lush
foliage.

As they journeyed past the bend, the dense jungle gave way to a sprawling
clearing. A small settlement lay nestled within nature's cradle, rustic
wooden huts arranged neatly along the edge of a vast weed plantation. The
tall green stems rustled softly in the breeze, whispering secrets only
the earth knew. The sunlight played peek-a-boo through the leaves, a
beautiful mosaic of light and shadow.

Standing slightly apart from the guide, Nicholas allowed his gaze to roam
over the rustic panorama before him. The sight was raw, untouched beauty
that stirred a sense of awe within him. It was as if he had stepped back
in time into a world where the relentless march of progress had yet to
leave its indelible mark, a world where man and nature existed in an
almost poetic equalizer.

The huts scattered around the clearing were simple structures, their
foundations built from rough-hewn timber that bore the marks of manual
labor. Their roofs were meticulously thatched with palm fronds, creating
a natural barrier against the tropical rain. From their chimneys, smoke
curled languidly into the sky, carrying the enticing aroma of meat
roasting on an open fire.

As Nicholas drank in the scene, the guide beside him extended a weathered
hand, fingers pointing towards one particular hut. This structure was
noticeably larger and sturdier than its counterparts. A small porch
graced its front, with a few steps leading up to an entrance guarded by a
slightly ajar door. A thin line of shadow bisected the golden sunlight
spilling from within its confines.

"In there," the guide murmured, his voice dropping an octave in
deference. His gaze flicked to Nicholas, lips curling into a knowing
smile.

Nicholas felt his heartbeat quicken at those words, a soft echo
reverberating through his chest cavity. He nodded in response, his
gratitude manifesting as a quiet "thank you." With a deep breath, he
began his approach, boots crunching against the sun-baked earth. As he
neared the hut, its exterior details came sharply into focus. The porch's
wood had been worn smooth by countless footfalls, and a few handmade
chairs encircled a small table, their seats decked with cushions that had
lost their color to the sun.

The door creaked open just as Nicholas's foot was about to connect with
the first step. A man, standing tall and formidable in the doorway,
stepped out.

He was a sight to behold. Sunlight highlighted the well-defined muscles
of his shirtless torso. His tanned skin glistened with sweat that
trickled down his chest and abdomen, illuminating him like a bronzed
statue. His wet blonde hair clung to his forehead, a few stubborn strands
refusing to move even as he brushed them back casually with one hand.

In his other hand, a lit cigar dangled precariously. Its smoke curled
upwards in thin wisps, releasing a sharp fragrance. As he took in
Nicholas standing before him, his eyes sparkled with mischief.

"Well," Dawson drawled out, his voice rich and warm with amusement. "Took
you long enough."

Nicholas's lips curved into a faint smile at the teasing remark. "I had
some...unfinished business."

Dawson's chuckle was a low rumble that resonated in the quiet clearing.
He took a long drag from his cigar and exhaled slowly, a cloud of smoke
hanging between them like an ethereal veil. His gaze raked over Nicholas,
taking in his dirt-streaked skin, disheveled hair, and a sweat-soaked
shirt that clung to his muscular form.

"You look good," Dawson said, his tone sincere with a hint of something
softer underneath the teasing.

Nicholas shook his head, the corners of his mouth twitching into a
broader smile. "I could use a shower."

Dawson's grin broadened in response, his teeth a stark contrast against
his tanned skin. He casually flicked the ash off his cigar, his gaze
never wavering from Nicholas's face.

"I don't know," Dawson murmured, his voice dropping to a low, intimate
timbre entwined around Nicholas like a whispering wind. "I kinda like you
like this." The words were soft, yet they held an undercurrent of raw
honesty that was as disarming as it was endearing.

With an ease born of familiarity and confidence, Dawson stepped forward,
each stride purposefully reducing the distance between them until only a
breath remained. Almost instantly, the blonde's arms were up, enveloping
Nicholas in a hug that was as strong as it was soothing. It was an
embrace that drowned out the world around them as Nicholas buried his
face in the crook of Dawson's neck. He inhaled deeply, drawing comfort
from the intoxicating blend of sweat, smoke, and something intrinsically
Dawson.

Something he had missed desperately.

As they pulled back slightly, their eyes locked. For a heartbeat, they
were back in that world. Dawson leaned in, his lips finding Nicholas's in
a passionate kiss. Tender, silky, yet rough and intoxicating.

When they finally broke apart, they were both breathless and smiling.
Dawson's hand found its way to Nicholas's, their fingers weaving together
in an intimate dance. "Now," he said again, his voice softer now, more
tender. "What do you say we go inside, have a drink, smoke a joint...and
fuck our brains out until we pass out?"

Nicholas smiled, a rush of warmth flooding his chest, the kind of feeling
that danced just shy of desire. He followed Dawson up the weathered
wooden steps, each creak echoing in the stillness as they finally
vanished inside.

Into a world that was theirs and theirs alone.

THE END